I didn’t think that. I didn’t want to think that. But, when a person starts talking like everyone else and looking like everyone else… well maybe it’s the covid of SC 2.
I’ve seen some real nutty things that extend beyond any builds or tournaments or w/e within this community. With what I’ve seen… anything is truly possible, no matter how far fetched it seems. No matter how much it defies any logic or sensibility.
I’ve typed in 2+2 and I told the calculator that I better get a 4, but I get a 1 billion every day. Not even remotely close to what it we all know it should be. I was serious about when I said I’ve been contemplating not talking to anyone. I’m considering not talking to anyone for maybe a few years and waiting for this covid or w/e to just shake itself out. See how it plays out and maybe reevaluate.
That’s where I’m at. It’s getting to be too crazy to not be insane for even talking to anyone. I used to think crazy people were people who couldn’t stop talking to their cat. Now… I think crazy people are those who talk to humans…
It’s a bad habit, at the least.
It weighs on you. When the people who should be most in your corner and have zero reason on earth to be against you become your loudest enemy… it’s just like man… it’s really indescribable. I’m not joking when I talk about brain damage. There’s really something going on, in general, and I feel really bad about it.
Truth is… there’s always someone “above you,” and… in this society… they’re trying to scam you and kill you, more or less. I feel like all people have to suffer the consequences of living in a truly twisted place. The good people, every day… The bad people… their time will probably come sooner than later, too.
Anyways, back to SC 2. I haven’t been playing much T vs P lately, but… it’s kinda becoming the only games I lose. I’m getting titled, because I remembered the importance of eng bay blocking Toss, but… I always end up sending my scv a second too late, because it slipped my mind. Aggravating.
I feel like I just have to not lose to lurkers vs Zerg. That unit is so crazy that I dunno… This game might shift from solving builds and coming up with cool stuff to simply glorifying whoever “solves the lurker.”
T vs T has continued to go well. But, a guy who I traded games with and first used hellbatz vs me totally styled on me today. I couldn’t believe it. I felt like I was playing vs a top 5 player. The guy had 4280 MMR or something and he was attacking me at every base, simultaneously. Warping in BCs, left and right. Medivac harassing relentlessly. Viking harassing. It’s just like wth… The most godly diamond player in the world is bradborz or w/e his name is (not to be remiss… he’s 4800 with Zerg).