the only people i go out of my way to be mean to, are people who are being mean to others… and i like to make a hobby of that
i shouldn’t be shocked that a couple of people decided to get their hackles up, but i’m over it now.
(i have food in front of me, that fixes everything!)
i know you know i mean no harm, but i can see how my post way earlier in the thread would be offensive to people who weren’t present when the spammy drama was unfolding.
(it was even buried at one point, but got restored… i should get around to rewording it at some point)
I am terrible at maintaining activity on discord. idk why. It took like 5 years before I let notifications for my guild one to go to my phone…that probably didnt help
It’s wireless even, so if I have to get up I can just keep talking. My guild leader works for some company, so he sent it to me for free one day haha. My old one was getting super dodge and I was like “I need a new one, I think wireless?” and he said to not buy one yet and it showed up a few days later >.<. He’s a nice guy
Okay something cute happened. Mom knows I prefer to wear baggy clothes because it hides my shape.
I was in my room and she was in hers folding laundry. I get a text but I didn’t read it. Instead getting up and walking to her room. ( Usually when she texts me from her room she wants my help with something and I’m alright with that )
Mom: Hey do you want a big social distortion shirt?
Me: Sure
Mom: playfully throws it at my head
Me: Thanks
She accidentally put it in the dryer so it shrank lol. She’s bigger than me and I’m not saying that to be rude. She’s lost a lot of weight but she’s still fluffy I wanna say
Speaking of werewolves. It’s kinda neat to see a lot of lgbt end up fans of horror.
I mean think about it.
People that feel like they’re monsters and having to keep secrets from everyone about what they are.
Heck The Fly with Jeff Goldblum TERRIFIES me but for a specific reason. Part of me goes “Dude these practical effects are so freaking good LOOK AT THIS” but the other half kinda knows what becoming a monster from the inside out feels like. Being trans and having to watch your body change with puberty into the wrong type of body is horrifying. So The Fly pokes that squishy sensitive part of my brain that was pretty much traumatized by puberty.
I dunno I just always felt the horror community was pretty welcoming to everyone. One of my fav channels is Dead Meat. That guy is a freaking Ally and a half. He’s so freaking nice to all his fans and isn’t afraid to crack down on some people that might make jokes say if a trans person is killed in a movie. Or how he flat out refuses to review Jeepers Creepers because of the actually creepy creator. ( Can’t go into detail here but EW. So much ew )
