9.2 is alright if you just continue to ignore the jailer plot
Jailer? Never heard of him TBH. lol
Yeah I want to help more but while II dont pass out I do get very close to it. It spikes my anxiety and I get super nauseated every time I get blood drawn. XD
Iām okay w blood being drawn tbh I get a little anxious is all (though I assume because I am gay I canāt donate but I also never thought about it because of that fact so Iāve never looked into like if this is still the case or like)
Itās shots I have a hard time w because like when someone takes blood okay what ever but shots gross me out bcz I psych myself out about the idea of like something going into my body like anytime I have ever heard about cells / diseases etc in school I always would get up to go to the bathroom and like get lost until they stopped talking about, and I think it stems from this movie when I was little like Osmosis Jones(?) I just googled it but I am pretty sure they showed this in elementary school in the mid 2000s and like first grade me took that and now like all things to do w cells or like things in the body gross me out.
But Iām also like very OCD about making sure I have all my shots because I know their important so its like a just get it over w situation, but everyone who I meet is always like ādonāt worry its not so bad the needle isnāt badā and Iām like its not the needle you donāt understand I saw this movie osmosis jones and like things going in my body gross me out
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Keep your chin up. 
As Rose said, thereās plenty of fish in the sea. You never know when cupid will strike.
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āIt took me 42 YEARS, and a lot of broken hearts, to find my Forever Love. Never give up.ā
/understanding hug
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One sided love hurts a lot too
I mean I know love should not be forced
But there is always a part of you that wish they see it but when they donāt (not their fault)
Itās heartbreaking
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āI didnāt find love, until I stopped looking for perfection.ā
/smile
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Why thank you really appreciate that.
I really need to learn to avoid this. I got ghosted after 2 years by a guy who said he loved me. Itā¦ was not pretty.
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Ghosting is really bad. It creates so much overthinking and drives our mind crazy over thinking what happened
I can feel your pain
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Whatās worse was literally one of his last messages to me was like āIāll never disappear on you without telling you. <3ā And thenā¦ yea. Lmao.
Iām over it now, but it was hard.
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Fish are really boring to date tho.
Mermen are better. Or mermaids if someone prefers.
Or do what I did. Make sea serpent naga ocs. No hot sea serpent mermaids? Home made ones are fine
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I have a home brew version of Merfolk in my dnd campaigns. They have the innate ability to shapeshift legs and have specialized lungs that effectively have a backup organ that allows them to filter water.
I always have a few countries of them (and some other water based races) off the coasts of my settings.
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Do you have that written down? Asking for a friend.
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I did. Then my computer died. Now I kinda rebuild it whenever one of my players wants it.
ā¦
I really should write it all out again though.
RIP. Giving an F to pay respects.
This is why I save everything in Dropbox.
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Thats why I save everything to Google Docs nowadays. >.< Also dropbox now I think on it.