Entirely valid. There are times when one should not be permissive.
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I was worse before my shrink smacked my brain out of some nasty habits.
Iām basically at the best I can reach. The black / white mentality is my brains default āsurvival modeā
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āOh, I get that. I am not exactly ābalancedā myself. I just learned how to pause in that Grey Zone, just long enough to revitalize myself, occasionally. It helps to make the darkness easier to handle. For me, at least.ā
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I kinda can do it if Iām focusing on roleplay and stories. But yeah once real people get into the equation my brain goes into āYouāre either a friend or foe. No in betweenā mode
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As long as youāre not physically or emotionally harming someone - be you!~ Ppl suck (myself included at times.)
I am glad there is a thread for ppl to be themselves.
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I am not a very balanced person myself but I have found being honest about myself with well myself and others helps a lot.
I donāt think it applies to the convo here but it is more to just be about being yourself I guess.
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There are several LGBT+ or LGBT+ friendly guilds on that server.
Stardust Crusaders, Foxtail Caravan, and my own guild are a few.
Though my guild is like, a bunch of nerds, LGBT+ people, and people who love Mary Jane.
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Iām gonna pick Sprigatito, unless it becomes bipedal, in which case Iām gonna go insane.
Will be the first time Iāve ever picked a grass starter.
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I just like how Fuecoco looks like there aināt a thought going on at all behind those eyes. Reminds me of a bearded dragon I had as a pet. Total cuddle bug. But oh god was he a sack of lovable dumb dumb lol
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Iām definitely going with Pokemon Scarlet. Iāve always had the blue titles, Pokemon Blue, Pokemon Sapphire, Pokemon Xā¦ I want to break the traditional mold. Iām curious what this new Generation region is inspired from.
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the anti-trans news in texas is a bit scary
I got a brother over there that is trans, having literal sitting office politicians of the state saying they want to witch hunt trans people like itās 1692 in Salem village is terrifying.
Plus side, watching the university of north texasās college students yell at Jeff Younger was therapeutic.
(And before anyone tries to pull the well he just had an opinion card. He was instigating and provoking, he wasnāt just trying to give his speech.)
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Yesterday was my birthday.
So I got a 40 and fabulous cake topper, and brought a variety of small cakes and 5 Costco pizzas to the university LGBT+ center then used the LGBT+ discord for students and was like, āI accidentally got too much pizza. Help.ā
So many people got fed.
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Happy birthday.
Iām just depressed and pondering Rosenivy lore. Aināt having any of that āWell if people are standing with Sylvanas, theyāll stand with me no problemā from Anduin.
Being forced by the writers aināt even close to it.
Just. Tired.
Happy Birthday 
The writing is bad.
Yeah. And I just feel stupid.
Playing WoW when I started gave me a distraction when I really needed it. Feeling this disappointed and disgusted with it just gave my brain invasive āYou should have just ended it all those years ago like you wantedā.
Iām aware thatās just invasive thoughts. Doesnāt mean they donāt occasionally actually hurt sometimes.
I get these thoughts too and it scares me like āwhat if it becomes a realityā and anxiety kicks in
Yeah. I know logically its stupid to feel this way but mental disorders are just that. Disorder. They care not for how weāre all supposed to react to things.
The fact people like Danusers writing baffles me
Possibly my last post to the WoW forums, here goes:
Idk if Iām part of the community. My gut tells me I probably am, but a lot of what I go through doesnāt make sense to me; so the jury is out. Iāll just be honest here, Iām uncomfortable with the idea that Iām part of the community.
I got a lot of stuff I go through, currently, historically, Iām basically in survival mode, and lately my instincts are telling me, āYou gotta quit WoW fam. It aināt right.ā
So, thereās Lost Ark. Itās pretty cool. I am lagging waaaay behind all the content creators, and general serious people in that game. Part of why Iāve stuck with WoW so long is that itās comfortable, to a certain degree. Iām being honest here again so Iāll just tell yāall. I play the game with my chat, mostly, turned off. I did arenas last week with people, chat off. (I can still type into the channels thankfully, but I donāt see any responses.) The community is toxic. I struggle with, strugglesā¦ I wonāt go into it, but, I canāt take the trolls, even in small doses. The game isnāt moderated well enough for me, so the only way forward after however long itās been from vanilla until now, is to turn off my chat. I donāt play ātheir game.ā I donāt look at replies on the forums. I donāt play any games with unmoderated chat. Auto-moderation imo is not moderation. You get away with far too much, and I canāt take the heat anymore. So, Iām getting out of the fire.
This, along with no real path to progression from my position, is whatās driving me away. FFS! I just want to log in, queue up for BGs and get gear. Thatās it! Iāll do the other stuff, in my own time if this one thing is taken care of! Let me BG to the highest levels. I will reach them, if you make the way, blizz. Thatās the only thing that will bring me back. Or maybe, whatever the next xpac is bringing will, idk. Iām weak. Iām addicted. Iāll keep playing, and adapt, to their vision, and lose myself.
Or I wonāt.
Youāve put the path before me, Blizz. Idk where Iāll turn. But I do know, my sub ends, in a day or two. Iām not resubbing, for at least some, time, and Iām dook-posting in the lgbt thread, because at the very least, I want to be an ally.
I play ally on MG. I can sort of recommend it. I also have some horde toons, not very leveled.
I do this thing where I delete all my toons and start over all the time. Idk if Iāll ever do it again, but, hell what am I sure of anymore.
To anyone that needs to hear it - youāre beautiful, you matter, you can get dealt bad hands your whole life and at the end, youāll probably still have some fond memories. Idk, just waxing poetic.
The earth of without warcraft awaits me.
May we be reunited in warm sun, with cool breeze, or cloudy coffee day, wherever we go, play, and always stay, weāll always stay.
So over the past year or so, Iāve been questioning my gender. Still dont know if Iām cis or trans or enby or what. Not out in any way to anyone, even myself really, lol.
Tomorrow Iām having a tooth removed, and Iām terrified that while on the loopy drugs Iām gonna out myself. 
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