Santa is more of a non religious figure though, so I prefer him.
âSanta Claus was created by the Coke Cola Company. They took St. Nicholas and dressed him in Red and White, instead of Green and Grey, just so he would match the Soda Pop Cans. They are actually the same. I liked him BEFORE they changed him.â
Now the coke company has a giant bear that I have seen in a home video funny thing scare a kid by trying to gnaw on the poor guys head.
âThey should have just stuck with the one dressed in Green. After all, Green and Red ARE the colors of Christmas. They would have been more with the times.â
Also on the topic of the holidays, donât tell my family I am the one making the candy canes vanish.
âCareful, or Krampus may find out, and punish you.â
/wicked giggle
Not too worried. Before covid and when I was still doing DnD my DM took us on a campaign to deal with Krampus. I think we respect each other as he knows what I can do to punish him.
âHe will just put you in a Snow Globe, forever. You wonât even know what happened.â
/grin
Better than what I do to some of my story characters.
I take pride in being a societal problem
Much like how I feel a bit smug knowing my existence absolutely infuriates people
âI wish I had your strength. I just hide.â
Oh trust me Iâm still very shy. lol
âI am not just shy. I am TERRIFIED of that world out there.â
I just remind myself that it doesnât really matter what other people think (and most of the time they donât really care as much as I think they do anyways)
But as long as I feel good in my own skin I am ok.
âItâs not their thoughts that scare me, itâs their actions.â
Well I shall act in some manner to help with courage.
(I donât know it wasnât that well thought out I just felt the need to say that.)
âThe thought is appreciated.â
/hugs
I get you. I used to have this thinking that most people would just hurt or judge me, but something that helped me was understanding that most people experience the same range of emotions as myself. The same fear, sadness, anger, excitement, etcâŠ
Knowing that there was probably a moment in our lives where we laughed about something, or loved and missed someone, makes it easier to connect to people because it kinda switches my brain into thinking âthereâs definitely some feeling or experience we shared at different points in time,â instead of feeling like I have to hide from them.
In a way itâs like that scene in the Prisoner of Azkaban where facing the thing youâre most afraid off will it transform it into a funny/happy object.
âEvery time something evil happened to me, I was alone, out there. I refuse to go alone any more.â