chrisnp feelinā schizo this morning or something i donāt know
been having unpleasant thoughts lately more
maybe i guess my whole life was a mistake and is a mistake
should probably just give up
We have 11 hours and 20 minutes left over here ^^
Happy New Beer indeed
āOh myā¦a wild Malochai has spawnedā
- Run Away
- Hide
- Celebrate The New Year
Your life is not a mistake and you should not give up. I donāt know who has made it to where you think that way but they are wrong.
iām just a loser whiner
thanks for the sympathy i lived a pretty dumb bad life choicewise
chrisnp/gotnov
You are not a loser or a whiner. Many years ago i tried to end it because of how my mom made me feel about myself. I realized later that she was wrong and i am glad i didnāt succeed it trying to end it. Itās something you canāt take back later or change your mind about if you succeed at it.
Things may look bad now but they will get better.
iām too chicken to ever do myself in so donāt worry about me, lol. iām a selfish coward who tries to stay safe mostly.
This has been out for a few years but Iād never heard of it before Carbot used it in one of their videos. As one person in the comments said, āWhen you are a death metal drummer but have bills to pay.ā
Iām no mental health professional so i really donāt have the training to help you like i would like to but i can talk from my own personal experiences.
Things will get better for you sooner or later (usually later for me).
found a panda moonlighting.
So, what does 2024 look like?
Something about limes and coconuts, and shaking them all up.
sun is shining
kitty is chillin.
load of laundry hung.
so far, so good.
I get to be a single fox coming into the new year, thisāll be a weird journey. Oh well
Yayyayayayayayayy Happy New Beer Pandararearereaaaannnn!!!
happy new year from a sad man
gotnov/chrisnp