It has been another volatile business month. Have had some new Patreons and just had someone unsubsubscibe. Just am hoping when all is said and done that it is a positive month unlike last month.
/running pounce
/huggle
/giggle
I’m working on a new mog for Love is in The Air should be done by the end of the night. I’m queen of fire until my dress disappears.
I hate the business life sometimes because I don’t see how with all of the work I put in sometiems that it will translate to making decent money. Somethings it just feels like I am not meant to succeed at what I do and I will lose more then I gain the more and more I put into it.
I think I am just going to stop writting and get another job. This is the sixth time in about two months that I have felt like I have wanted to hurt myself over my work and I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to about it.
I am starting to get sick of this constant angxiety and agoany over something that will never come true.
“Don’t let the trolls get to you. Their opinion is not important.”
I don’t feel this way because of trolls. I feel this way because of my business. Because compared to other peopel in my industry I am not doing well. Because no matter what people keep telling me how how good I am I can’t acually sell anything or get people to buy my stuff and when I look at people who don’t know how to write they can make crap tones of money.
I am tired of people telling me I am good just so I can give them free stuff and when I say I sell something they run away.
“It takes time, to build up a loyal clientele. You have to have patience with yourself.”
your health and happiness is most important so put that above all.
and as for what your doing now you may not be making money but your building a foundation its what i had to always remind myself in my construction days in those days i was just working for enough gass to make it to the next job.
well what im trying to say is your allwas gaining sumthing even when it seems like it’s not working out
I just wish that I would know that things would work out if I kept going but I dont’.
Yeah the future is unpredictable like that
If I had any idea 2020 was going to happen/play out like it did, I would’ve done a number of things differently myself
Going back even further than that, a dude I know was trying to get me into/talk me into crypto back in early 2017. I politely declined.
…same dude went on to make $260k+ profits later in the year on his original investment of $7-8k. He moved away and I have no idea what happened to him. Dude’s probably a millionaire by now for all I know.
Ah, the regrets of life
meow
chris p saying hi to the loungers
a mobile game i was fiddling with got a pc client it’s a terrible timesink but kind of fun. It’s called King of Fighters Allstars. Also KOF15 (XV) is coming out soon which I guess I will get.
had no money all month cuz reasons… will hopefully get my ssdi cut soon
free to play lost ark is on Friday!
“Looks comfy.”
/smile
looks good SpaceCow
wish i could sleep… guess i ate too much and did too little today.
chris p
Leveled this troll marks hunter to 50 and made her Night Fae before getting bored and lazy.
BFA seems more fun.
chris p
hi Mrs. Cyndilou. Hope you are well.
“I am. Thank you for asking.”
/smile