Just pick a meta deck which you lose to a lot but you think you’d like, and have someone make it budget version for you.
That’s how I do it anytime I come back from a break (although, to be fair, this time when I got back I disenchanted all the rares and better from previous expansions to accelerate the comeback) until with time (and a lot of playing), I get enough cards to always be able to craft any meta deck I like.
Oh, I see
One of my personal favorites xD If it was possible to get addicted to those, I would have been dead already xD
Couple of years ago, I took like 4 pills for breakfast (Heineken ones) and when I didn’t feel anything, I just threw the rest in the trash and closed that chapter in life.
I did take it once more, on a party, but it didn’t hit me as strong as before (reason unknown).
I probably didn’t take nearly as much as you did, and I’m not fearing any brain damage, but I’m 100% sure I would become addicted to it if the tolerance doesn’t build up as fast as it does.
2 times when I took it I’ve even had a “superpower” which affected my life intensely.
I literally “took” other people’s specific hormones from them when they caused them pain or discomfort enough to complain about it multiple times, and transfered them on myself to deal with them because I was better equipped to deal with them at that moment.
Like, a girl got nauseous (too much of both amphetamines, probably) and was about to puke, when I suddenly had the irresistible want, even need, that that person gets better because I liked the conversation and atmosphere we had before she got sick, and at that moment the person stood up and said it passed, and at that moment I felt sick and it lasted for like 15 seconds, and then i burped and it went away. I suspect the hormone I took away was gastrin, the one responsible for stomach acid production. Less gastrin, less stomach acid, less nausea.
2nd time it was hunger (hormone grelin). I just needed the guy to stop complaining because it was messing my high, and it did, and then I became hungry for a bit (which was weird, because I ate not long ago and because on stimulants you’re not really hungry for longer periods of time).
I think the drug stimulated my already hyperactive empathy* to the supernatural levels (or at least levels we consider to be supernatural). Of course, the explanation could be far more banal, such as autosuggestion, but it’s much less likely to be the case. It felt real, the timing was right, and if I can get aroused by other people’s arousal, if surrounding atmosphere impacts how I feel, why couldn’t it be that on drugs I can impact how others feel, by myself? Why can’t I BE the atmosphere?
Used sparingly, I might be able to reproduce it multiple times more during my life, and I probably will try, if I ever feel motivated enough to do it.
- most of the people who read this probably think this is a total nonsense, since I don’t appear to be emphatetic at all, but that’s just appearance, and there are multiple types of emphaty - the one I’m talking about is what would be considered “affective empathy” or “emotional contagion” in psychological literature. It’s real. It exists. And I’m more than full of it. Unfortunately.