It’s hypocritical in nature, to demand that only you have player agency, and no one else does. This is the core issue with you, and why I keep calling you selfish. I kick people like you because I don’t want to waste my time, or the time of 23 other people.
You would gladly waste everyone’s time on a whim. You are no more important than anyone else at a baseline. What differentiates you is your ability to understand the game, execute your role, and work as a team, which you have shown the ability to do none of those.