Basically, the point is, I tried to upgrade my computer on my own the only way I knew how, by asking people on forums what to do and hoping for the best. And because I’m so terrible at everything, and screwed the whole thing up, the only thing left I know how to do is to metaphorically curl up into a ball and cry. It just makes me wonder how I’m going to survive with anything else, particularly a job once this pandemic ends. I’m 37 and feel like an utter failure.