I can relate to that.
Okay, thatās fine. We can go our separate ways and be done with it.
HoTD starts in a few minutes! Just wanted on and give those watching it a heads up 
I think at this point itās just you and me watching.
Fair. Itās everyone elseās loss hun. We can talk about it tomorrow 
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Iām glad to hear you got into it. I attended a Forsaken RP event the other day and god it felt so good to be back as Benedikt. Perhaps itās bad form to be in love with your own characters but I do think heās livened up Forsaken RP a bit by being a character who genuinely loves ālifeā.
Why wouldnāt he be? Heās only gotten to see such fascinating worlds only after death. He was going to be an unremarkable cleric or alchemist in Stratholme. Now heās provided medical assistance to Orcs from other dimensions and tread on Argus.
Nobodyās saying the plague of undeath was a good thing but cāmon. With all said and dead would you honesty tell me youād prefer to be a farmer rather than a borderline unkillable bat rider facing down the most ridiculous ish that could ever happen?
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So Iām just going to be blunt here;
Yaāll really want your wholeass hanging out here like this? Being messy about X said Y about Z highschool cafeteria tier drama?
This is one of the few methods of communication where we are allowed to see essay length statements in their entirety before hitting post.
If Iāve ever come off as eloquent or thoughtful please know I use curse words and āUhhhhā the way most people use commas in moment to moment speech. But here I can actually wilddle that noise into something that occasionally sounds coherent.
This is the only forum that tries to examine this experience as an artform. Letās try to be better. Try being the operatives word.
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I donāt think being annoyed at someone whoās done nothing but constantly fabricate lies and tried to start conflict to make me/others look awful is highschool cafeteria drama, especially when itās done when Iām not even here to defend myself.
The one thing I have learned from this forum is men can be just as catty as women, maybe even moreso.
I hope you are not implying my a$$ is out, Iām just calling an a$$ out, ya feel me Benny.
tbh Iām only here cuz someone said I was mentioned in some juicy drama and I wanted to stroke my ego but I couldnāt find anyone talking about me so now Iām just sort of here, vaguely resentful that I broke my streak of not opening this website and feeling like a recovering alcoholic that has to hand in their sobriety coin.
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Yeah. If it means shutting down the people who spread lies and misinformation about me and my friends via Twitter and Discord because theyāre too damn spineless to say it to our faces.
Doness and his lil band of misfits had their fun. That fun is over and I know, I personally will not be tolerating it any longer.
Too long yāall turned a blind eye to the toxic people who made it their mission to cause drama here or make excuses for them. I think yāall need to grow the hell up and start helping to clean this cesspit up
Nobodyās calling out ish but their own name to hear the echo.
Didnāt this ish start like yesterday afternoon and weāre here this evening hearing the same go nowhere back and forth? Ya think people are coming out the woodwork for the interesting ideological discussion? Theyāre not. Theyāre here to look at the trash fire.
Iām well aware this aināt exactly a symposium but we can do better than an Orlando trailer park, I figure.
One might get that impression, but it is only because many of us try to avoid terms that can get us suspended.
Orlando Trailer Parks probably have less chat moderation. If only slightly.
Just realized that Kinzo might not be an AI but a title first held by Frederica Bernkastel and later by Rika who got the headship taken from her by Takano when she seized control over the computer that Hanyuu stored Bernkastel(and thus Rikaās Memories) in.
Bernkastel upon giving up her title would become Kumasawa-San and be diminished in height.
As a genuine addict Iām good at recognizing problems. And this is maybe the only vice I casually dropped for a year without incident.
Had to come back though. I just had to roast SLās ending. It was so offensive. And nobody I know IRL wouldāve appreciated the very witty insults I had to make.
But genuinely and I say this as someone with real addiction problems, if you canāt casually walk away from this, seek help. Thatās not an insult. This just isnāt a genuine community. Nobody here is going to help you move or get rid of a body. You donāt need to touch grass you need a hug from a flesh and blood human being. Probably a lot more than a hug, tbh.
Nobodyās gonna be sitting on a deathbed or bleeding out on the street going;
āDamn. Wish I made more forum postsā
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The main reason that I post on my rogue and not my priest (my two dueling mains for most of the game ā I like the priest more conceptually but the rogue has literally never had an expansion where they felt bad to play) is that the staff I worked really hard to grab for my priestās mog covers up the entirety of their beautiful face.
Fashion has gnomercy.
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I greatly respect and appreciate the concern but Iām absolutely sh!tposting and not at all serious. Maybe Iāll post every once in a while but I feel no pull from this hellsite whatsoever. Valky is a free elf.
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I was more speaking generally. Iāve been a part of Chicagoās art scene for a decade which means an intimate familiarity with our LGBT community. Which means watching more than a few pageantry types who often rejected by their own families became seduced by the idea of being a niche internet celebrity. Which, of course, turned to viper pits the moment they become persona non grata because of some aged clip or errant comment. Really pushed a few to the edge. Which is why if Twitter and Instagram were an animal; Iād not rest till Iād killed it.
Anything that ceases to exist if your phone dies just isnāt that important.
I donāt care about anyoneās identity. But I do see people who seem way too worried about this nonsense. And ladies, gentlemen, those that lay betwixt - nothing has mattered less in the ten thousand years of human history.
If anything said here really gets you hot and bothered, screw grass, touch skin. And if you cant; work on it.
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I dunno I got some real primo cat pics on here.
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Anyways as Iām in sad boy club Iām going to rant to no one in particular how the destruction of history is the worst crime imaginable.
Look we all die. And itās nice if you believe in afterlife but the only afterlife weāre guaranteed is the marks we make in stone.
If youāve never seen a cave painting, youāre missing out, as it truly is a spiritual experience. Youāre looking at the expression of a human soul born ten thousand years ago. And in the cosmic sense of time weāre all just dust. But in human time Iām connecting with someone born over ten millenias ago.
That connection. That sense of feeling someone from decades, centuries even millenias ago; itās magical. Thats the true afterlife. I donāt know what Roman drew a dick on a wall of Pompeii with the Latin term for āHandle with careā. But just for a moment, when I laughed, they were alive with me. Ancient meme. GG my friend you got a chuckle outāve me a millenia later. Plus just really beautiful grafiti such as one that read; āAnyone who does not believe in Venus must but look at my girlfriendā. Beautiful. Human. God I love it. Youāre lost to time but your humanity is not.
So the destruction of artifacts like that in the Ukraine and Syria and Yemen is just soul shattering to me. Why the hell are we blowing up cradles of civilization?! Can we get to space and agree to murder eachother on the Moon or Mars or whatever? Can we stop setting fire to our shared heritage for like ten seconds?