LGBTQ+ Megathread & Lounge (Part 1)

I still remember some time in my teens. Watching the remake of The Fly and I found myself sobbing during it. Well at a level that might be harder than what would be normal.

Seeing how Brundle just slowly turned into something disgusting over time. It poked a nerve because that’s how I felt being in the closet about being Trans.

Having to watch my body change during puberty and just feeling so helpless and horrendous.

I still have my heebie jeebie moments when it comes to body horror for that reason. I can handle it to a point but if it gets to be too much I gotta back out lol.

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I don’t regret buying a 600 dollar cintiq.

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I’m boring and just prefer drawing on paper. Although I often have to wear something on my hand because the texture of paper kinda bugs me. It just makes my hands feel dry and dusty to the point where its distracting. Dunno whats up with that.

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whenever drawing traditionally my anxiety does this thing where i grip the pencil in a certain way, usually very tightly to where my index and middle fingers are always covered in blisters from the pressure, and I don’t even realize I’m doing it.

I remember for my final I had to draw a flower. I’m not a huge flower-y person but I used to listen to a Nightwish song called Amaranth which is kind of like a red flower so I drew that on black paper.

My art instructor went into detail about how we could choose white or black paper, kind of like choosing between a different type of canvas, (I literally had no idea just a few sheets of paper could be so expensive lol) and how the differences between the white and black paper influence the way the colors pop. Something along the lines of having the darker colored paper helps some of the darker colors pop more vibrantly where lighter paper makes lighter colors pop more.

All I could think of was how much I wanted to make the lighter colors pop against the dark paper, which I thought would look so cool.

Suffice it to say, I ended up going all in, despite having zero experience in colored pencil. I lightly shaded the entire sheet in white pencil and lighter colors before actually coloring in the flower.

In one picture only, I pretty much used up ALL the colored pencils I have. I colored so much that I literally used up the entire dang pencil. For each shade of red and pink and white that I did use. Like, the whole thing lol.

It didn’t quite end up as bright as I thought it would in my head, but I remember my teacher pulling me aside in private to tell me that he was a little surprised for how well it ended up despite being the first time actually using colored pencil.

That meant a lot to me. I didn’t know how to express my gratitude very well at the time but it was my favorite experience in that particular school.

School hasn’t really worked out for me in the long term though, too many personal issues interfearing with my ability to function and have a healthy mind. I really do miss it though. I miss my classmates and my teachers.

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I have this problem as well. Also I can’t use regular pencils without my skin crawling.

Also not sure why.

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Oh good so its not just me. I also hate the feel of cardboard. And the idea of scratching my nails along a piece of paper or carboard is one of the worst things ever.

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EUGH me too what the heck

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Sometimes some pencils do a weird scraping thing that is like nails on a chalkboard to me.

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Working with paper mache is so bad. It dries out to skin.

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I hate when my hands are covered in stuff. That’s when my face decides it’s itchy or my hair gets in my eyes, etc.

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Just here wishing all the LGBTQ and friends, a Happy Easter for 2022.

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I’m having lunch with the fam and then spending a few days with my boyfriend :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Sounds like a nice day

Yeah sure the mods just let this thread get all the replies and post count and will only now do something because some dingus on a sunday wants it gone

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I don’t understand why people are wishing people have a good religious holiday.

A good portion of Judeo-Christianity hasn’t exactly been supportive of LGBT+ people in general over the years.

I’m an atheist for a reason.

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You’re an athiest because of your lifestyle not because of anyone excluding you from anything.

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I don’t even consider easter religious with the bunnies and eggs and candy. Just another day to enjoy people’s company and eat good food.

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Yeah, good idea, report the thread, then watch it backfire on you for falsly flagging a thread.

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I think it is more of depends on how the holiday is celebrated, but I don’t really consider it as a religious holiday either with the way I celebrate it.

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Eh for most, they’re just basically saying “Hey have a good day”.

Religious or not, a lot of us still like chocolate when it comes to easter

I mean so long as its not those hollowed out chocolate bunnies. Those are just a rip off. And anybody that gives you one secretly hates you.

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