How are all you doing out there, surviving the apocalypse?

=/. That sucks.

I am not playing WoW atm, playing the new season of D3 now. It’s fun but I might get bored soon lol.

IRL, I feel like I am getting sick. I have a scratchy throat and every time I wake up, I feel like I got it. But I did get horribly sick like a month and a half ago with the flu. It was really bad, never had it this bad before. Pulsating headache and aches all over. But luckily I got over it in 2 weeks time. The coughing stopped after a week later. I feel like I got COVID-19 at that time and now I am kind of immune to it (maybe, it’s not proven though yet). I also am taking 7 different medications daily for my clinical depression and anxiety. I was supposed to go to my psychiatrist to lower my dose even more (he is tapering me off now since I was feeling much better before) but it’s gonna be almost an year before I can make an appointment to see him… And I am supposed to see him every 6 months =/. I don’t know if my immune system is compromised but I use to get sick very often (with the flu) in my early years, especially in my high school years. That was probably due to me being depressed/anxious all the time 'cause of bullying but also 'cause I had severe anemia when I had a blood test for it a few years later after I graduated.

I just don’t know if I am gonna get sick with Covid-19 and I stay at home mostly for weeks sometimes since I am on disability. I stay with my parents so my other needs are met easily, thanks to them. I just don’t know anymore. My anxiety is back again but at the same time, I feel numb to the whole situation. It’s almost like a bad dream that is gonna go away… soon hopefully.

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