I feel you, I’ve say some weird stuff but tend to keep it to myself. I to have social anxiety, it takes me a very long time to get comfortable around people, it took me a year to speak in discord to my guild. Take a deep breath, be strong summon your fighting spirit take control make all the darkness disappear and bring in the light inside of you.
Summon that fighting spirit to yell at you to get up and don’t give in. We are all here for you and care about you.
I’m waiting for marriage for intimacy, this is a personal choice I made. A real man would respect this and it would weed out the guys who were only thinking with their pants. Remember your body, your rules, men are just going to have to respect that.
Be yourself, if you’re in a state that does not plan on reopening no matter what I’d suggest moving to a state that is open.
It looks like your in one of the low pop servers, for you I would suggest moving to a all female guild, they can give you some advice and support. There is one in Area 52, Gamer Girls Discord
Sorry about all the deletes doing this from my stupid phone, it does whatever it wants.