So I manage to hit a new low. I started out the week at 2517, I lost two games in the 2500 mmr bracket, then was placed into a 2100mmr bracket, lost the game as well; Next lobby I was in was a 2k mmr; won that match, earned Zero rating. Understandable, low mmr lobby, high personal mmr. makes sense. Next game, tossed into a 1800 bracket mmr; ok… thats a little bit of a let down, but hey, if i win this, I will not get any points but it should boast my mmr so I am back into 2.1- 2.2 mmr. Wrong. I win the match, que up. Next lobby. 2k mmr. Ok, this kinda sucks, winning didn’t improve my mmr, and still have not gotten a single point for my wins. Surely if I win one more I’ll be back in the MMR bracket that I started in.
I could have not been farther from the truth, next game 1800 mmr. Loss. Minus 20. Next game 2k mmr lobby. Loss. Minus 20. Next lobby, 1800 mmr, Loss. Minus 23. This trend continued, for the entire weekend.
I am a determined fool of a human, and thought to my self, well surely if I manage to string together a few wins, fix the mmr, and get back to lobbies were at least ill earn some kinda of rating.
Not the case, as of right now my weekly stats are 26 wins, out of 63 games. Its gotten to the point, where now, I am placed into 1700 to 2k Max Mmr brackets. and every wins nets me zero points, and every loss, is 15 minimum.
At one point, I strung together 5 wins in a row. Not a single point to CR, and zero movement to the mmr.
I have played this game since vanilla, and never have I experienced such a level of despair in pvp as I do in blitz, I feel as though I completely bricked my character and there is no points to even que for blitz anymore, everything to lose and nothing to gain.
Its disheartening, and feels that all the grind I did early on was all for nothing. I understand how the mmr system is supposed to work, but in blitz, it clear to me that the system that in place now, is completely broken, and actively makes the game less fun.
Losing matches is part of the ebb and flow of pvp, losing a string of matches is to be expected, but up until now, I believed if you just stay at the grind, work on improving your game play, help your team out and avoid toxicity, you can and will climb in any pvp scenario.
After 20 years playing this game, this is the only time where I felt, no matter how much time you sink into your grind, there is absolutely no way improve, and by staying at the grind, you are actively hurting your chances at improving at all.
It feels completely backwards. I made an alt on a separate account. cruised to 2.3k, losses didn’t lose any rating, and I was getting 20 points a game.
But the one character I actively want to play feels completed bricked in the sense of improvement.
So heed my warning, The MMR death spiral is real, if you hit your goals, just stop there and roll an alt, unless of course you don’t care about CR, then have it.
/endrant