And Iām by myself. Completely. And i have to work. And take care of the house. And be there for others.
I had exactly the same situation until my kids moved out. As near as I have been able to determine, they were not always (or even often) aware that there was flatware on the plate when they emptied their plates into the trash. I am at a loss to explain this utter lack of awareness, as I canāt imagine using anything other than said flatware to scrape the remnants of the meal off the plate.
Once I had the house to myself, I bought new flatware. When they come over for holiday meals, I splurge and get them the fancy-looking disposable plastic utensils.
Three years later, I still have all my forks.
And Iām by myself. Completely. And i have to work. And take care of the house. And be there for others.
Life can be hard, and humans are a herd species and not meant to be alone.
I hate clichĆ©s as much as anyone can, and I understand that nobody can actually understand anotherās situation, but do try to hold on to what you do have. You seem to have many friends here, virtual as they may be theyāre actually real people and several do care about you very much. Although your family is remote, you still have them and always will, and they still need you.
Itās hard to remember the other times, and that they did, in fact, finally pass, although I donāt know you I sense you are strong. It seems that we are supposed to insist that getting through bad times is accomplished by remembering the good times, spring will come again. So maybe Iām just wrong, but in the past when I had bad times, my father taught me to remember previous dark times and how, in spite of how hard it was to believe it then, they did finally pass, look forward and believe, this too will pass.
Iām only ilvl 377 in this game, but Iām approaching 70 years in real life; make a quest to pass me.
Whelp Jaina succeeded in her mission. We chased her to the docks, but the blockade was too good.
Next week, though. Next week.
Really enjoying the new raid.
Our mages were bummed Blizzard was smart enough to not let them open a portal to Stormwind etc though. Because when we call a raid, that is the type of thing they, me included when on my mage, would do.
Really enjoying the new raid.
I wholly agree! We stopped after Mekkatorque, but so far he and Opulence are my two favorite encounters. Rastakhan is okay, just a lot going on for the first time.
Now I canāt post links?
Yeah Rastakan will be a do until yoh are comfortable with. Then it is controlled chaos.
I really enjoyed that silly Gnome fight too
Just the feel, all in all, feels like a fun raid VS Uldir. Though, that cod just be rose colored glasses as well haba.
Iām tired of dealing with chronic pain. Tire of chronic illness. Chronic fatigue and exhaustion. Tired of it all.
I look at a cabinet full of medications and think ā¦bad things.
I donāt know what it is like to endure what you are going through, so I will offer a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen to you vent, and arms to give you /hugs.
I look at a cabinet full of medications and think ā¦bad things.
I hear you on that.
My 30 day supply of oxycodone normally lasts for at least a year.
It becomes disheartening when you see that half your meds are to treat side effects of the other half.
Man, TW, I wish I had words to help take that burden from you
Just please know, and I feel very confident in saying this, that we here in this thread are all here for you. You do have ears that will listen, try to help etc. Either here or privately. I hope you truly k ow that my friend.
Really enjoying the new raid.
I wholly agree! We stopped after Mekkatorque, but so far he and Opulence are my two favorite encounters. Rastakhan is okay, just a lot going on for the first time.
I only got to see Opulence last night, due to a combination of scheduling (I have to pick my partner up from work and only get home an hour into raid) and my guild not having the DPS to clear phase 1 of Opulence. ā¦to be fair, I didnāt realize that we were starting the fight until the second attempt; I thought that they were just big trash.
Granted, I tried to Marks again, and despite really enjoying the rotation, Iām just not as good on Marks as I am Survival. And yet, I was still second on DPS except on the occasions that I died to mechanics.
It vaguely reminds me of the Wound Wing fight from Ost Dunhoth in LOTRO, where the raid has to split into multiple groups to advance through a gauntlet to get to the actual boss fight. The only difference is that in Wound Wing, youāre running from the bosses, while in Opulence youāre fighting the minibosses, and your groupās progress is dependent on your groupās DPS in Opulence, while in Wound Wing, itās dependent on the other groupsā.
Sadly none will admit their fault though.
I canāt begin to imagine what youāre going through. Times like this make me wish I lived closer to all those in my life that need a little extra help, friendship, bro-hugs, wingsā¦a listening ear or a crappy pep-talk (Iām not great at pep-talks)ā¦
So Iāll just leave this from your friendly Canadian forum-pal:
Reach out for help, please. Youāre valued here; donāt let this disease hurt you.
things will get better i went through something some what similar myself
as others have suggested Reach out and on top of that maybe some gaming can take your mind off things
Iām tired of dealing with chronic pain. Tire of chronic illness. Chronic fatigue and exhaustion. Tired of it all.
I donāt know that things will get better, I canāt lie, but you made:
https://imgur.com/a/kQ1OI0j
Own it.
Own it, and hold on for those who care and, if you can, for yourself as well.
āFierce Spirit, walk with me in my solitude, howl with me in my joy and guard me as I move through this worldā.
Weāre a family here. We love you.
Please stay safe. I need you.
Weāre all here for you. Itās tempting to want to give up, but itās not going to make things easier. Please stay safe and get help.