Pot
Kettle.
Why are you so angry? Who hurt you? I may not be a psychologist (I’m a developer, remember when you suggested sarcastically that I was a developer, and it turned out I was? That was hilarious!), but I would strongly suggest seeing one post-haste.
Carrying around that much angst and bile over a video game can’t possibly be healthy. But what do I know, I’m no psychologist. 