I hate this patch. To my core. It’s like having a good relationship with your father all your life, only for him to become a raging alcoholic and starts hitting your mom. It’s like being cheated on by your one and only after exchanging vows. It’s how I imagine Gods holy Spirit was removed from Cain. It’s an insult. It’s enraging, it’s a slap in the face. It’s like looking and seeing the twin towers in all their glory Sept 10th only to wake up and see them in smoke Sept 11th
My spinal fusion was less painful than watching this happen. It gives me a bigger headache than the 6 screws they jammed in my head for 3 months while I was in halo traction. And it would be easier to fix and revert than my back but they never will.
Like an abusive siblings that enjoys hitting you just to watch you suffer. They get some sick sense of enjoyment from this. They sit there and laugh at us thinking it’ll be ok. But it won’t. The timer has started and one day when it hits 0 it will be their time, their time to be on knees and face the music of what they have done
Or something idk
Haven’t thought about it much