The only person you can control is you.
You could have always done more and that’s all you can control
Idc what your medals are
Idc how long you were on fire
Idc how bad you think your teammates are.
All you can control is you and every game every players makes a LOT of mistakes. So if you can’t see the value in looking inward and trying to determine what mistakes you could have avoided to help the team win,that’s what holds you back.
It always easier to blame others for your loss than trying to actually improve.