I’m sorry you regret it. I do understand why you feel that way, because you didn’t think this would be the result. However, the thing is, with successful business, it will always be a matter of money. Even exclusivity was done for the sake of money. Also, limited time does not really mean exclusive still. The summer games event were marketed as limited time on the twitter, and yet it comes back yearly. In the first year of the game, my friends told me they didn’t know if the skins would ever come back. There’s a first time for everything. I don’t know when you started playing, but this is by far a new thing, like every other new thing that came in the past.
A skin I actually grinded my butt off for and had over everyone else came back (contenders Mercy). I was one of the few who got the skin on the first try. They brought it back even though I worked so hard to get it and the original deal was a certain amount of hours within the month. That’s fine for me though, and I know not everyone is fine with it, but I want others to be happy. No matter how you put it, it is selfish, at the end of the day, to hog something all to yourself and yourself only. A new skin doesn’t replace its meaning for me, and while the skin may also be imbued with memory for you because it came out at a certain period of time, it isn’t like they deleted it.
And yes, while you said not everyone gets what they want in life and that you don’t think my ignorance should be given a chance, some things just aren’t in your control because certain people had to tell me for me to get into the game. Had I met them earlier maybe things would be different, but I couldn’t have met them earlier, because I wouldn’t have ran into them otherwise due to my circumstances. It’s not my decisions that I ended up here. Sometimes it’s just bad luck, and likewise, I think you misinterpreting the idea of “limited time” is bad luck too. There are certain skins they said won’t come back (Noire, Blizzcon), and if they do, I can understand why it’s upsetting… I sympathsize that you are unhappy with your spendings, even if you don’t sympathsize that missing out is beyond my control. But as I said, at the end of the day, you can never make everyone happy.
There are way more exclusive things in the world, if you go by the notion of new things being better. Exclusivity is a concept, and while some things might not be as obvious, there are many little things you have that others will never have. You are special as you are you. You have your own talents and memories that others will never be able to have.
I’m not saying this to make you upset, but I ask that you really think about it. At the end of the day, didn’t you enjoy the skins? Didn’t they make you happy? If they did make beautiful memories for you, I think the money is worth it. No matter what happens to the skins, you had your time with them. Nothing is forever, and someday, everything in the game will probably be gone along with the game.
It will never be easy not having your expectations invalidated, and I know it is hard, but one day, there will be many more of such happening whether from those close to you or other companies. I don’t mean how you feel doesn’t matter, but it’s never a bad time to start realizing this. I worked for 3 months giving up all my free time only to be betrayed by a whole community at one point. They made up some excuse to deny me something that I deserved more than others. Like Blizzard, they never guaranteed it, but they set up this expectation because everyone I knew got it that way. It hurt in the moment knowing I did all this for nothing, but I realized it wasn’t not worth it. The memories will never be valueless, for they did represent growth and learning. For you, you had fun, a happy time.