Hey look, you’re doing okay. Whatever level you’re performing, it’s okay. The world is falling apart outside your door, if all you did was wake up and feed yourself, you’re doing good. Life is hard on you, bills are hard on you, the world around you is hard on you. Be easy on yourself, all that love and understanding and kindness and patience you give to everyone else, it’s time to give some back to you. You never stop to think if they deserve it, of course they deserve it, they’re a human being, so why do you think you’re not worthy of the same? But I get it, people have so many different expectations of you, but they are not living in your skin. At the end of the day, the only person who needs to be okay with you, and what you’re doing is yourself. Be good yourself, I’m proud of you, and I love you, so be easy on yourself.
Just if you needed to hear something like this today.
Some people wake up and choose violence, it’s just who they are. And it’s up to the rest of society to teach them that their ways aren’t to be tolerated.
its hard today as my private home server malfunctioned more than once today, UPS also malfunctioned and i accidently broke a drive connector for one of the harddrives when trying to figure out what was causing drive malfunction