Hi everyone,
So I have been playing Hearthstone since the beta, and since launch I have always played enough ranked games each month to earn the season ranked card back; it’s something I’ve always been satisfied with doing, and I’m always proud knowing there’s no months that I ever missed getting it. While playing for all that time though, I’ve always thought it would be nice to one day pursue getting to Legend and earning that card back. Normally my ranked play would be just enough to earn the seasonal card back, usually never going past rank 20, with a few months here and there climbing a bit more when I felt like it, with my highest for the longest time being rank 13, and that was likely the result of luck more than skill at the time.
At the end of May of this year, something gave me the the unbreakable urge to want to finally pursue that goal of getting to Legend, and almost two months later, unfortunately I’m still not there, and I’m starting to ask myself why I’m even still trying, yet I can’t shake the desire to continue pursuing it.
As one might expect, when I got serious about going for this goal, getting to Rank 5 wasn’t very hard, and in June got there on the Wild ladder within the first week, and was able to get as high as Rank 2 (2 stars) fairly easily playing a combination of Murloc Shaman and Odd Rogue. Unfortunately, at Rank 2 I felt I hit a wall, started losing more than I was winning (mostly to Odd Paladin and Jade Druid), and dropped back to Rank 4, and eventually back the Rank 5 floor. In light of that, I decided to try Standard ladder instead, and within a couple of days was able to get to Rank 5 on it as well, but then I stalled out.
Frustration and desperation stepped in, and over the course of the past 6 weeks or so, I’ve been trying all of the various Tier 1 decks on both ladders, have spent hundreds of dollars in buying card packs to acquire what I needed to create those decks, and my success rates sadly are largely unchanged. In fact, last month was the first time I’d ever spent any money in for any Hearthstone cards in all the years I’ve been playing; I’d always just earned and spent in-game gold for new packs. This was in conjunction with reading a lot on the Icy-Veins Hearthstone site, the Competitive HS and Wild Hearthstone subreddits, watching many YouTube videos from great players like Old_Guardian to look for guidance and tips to improve my play, and constantly reading the meta reports and seeking out new decks others are having success with on the ladder. I feel I’ve been spending easily 2-3 hours a day (and sometimes much longer) for almost the past 2 months playing Hearthstone, in addition to many hours outside of the game reading stuff to try to improve or find success with, and just getting grief and frustration instead.
This month I’m pretty much in the same place as I was last month, although slightly better in my best climb on the Wild ladder, which as been to Rank 2 (5 stars), before plummeting back over the next 2 days to Rank 4. I still struggle to break past Rank 5 in Standard, and I wish I could more effectively improve my play on that ladder. It just seems like the majority of opponents I face have multiple answers for everything I try to do, and my only wins happen when they have a bad opening hand and/or bad draws, and I can get a board that sticks early and then make a strong, surprise closing play to win, like playing Leeroy or having Doomhammer equipped and dropping Electra Stormsurge into a Lava Burst for 10+ face damage for lethal I also learned that while the Dr. Boom warrior hero card is OP, unless you have it in hand and can play it on curve every game, it’s by no means going to dramatically improve your ranked win rate and carry you to Legend.
I’m at the point where I’m asking myself, is all of this investment of time, money, and effort really worth that Legend card back? How is my enjoyment and satisfaction when playing Hearthstone in the future with that card back going to be anything different than what I’m able to do now without having it? In my mind, it’s a desire I can’t force myself to not want, and even after so many very frustrating losses (looking at you Quest mages with your lucky draw Frost Novas that enable you to get a whole row of Sorcerer’s Apprentices on board to cast 10+ 0-cost spell cards right up to the turn timer to just pound your “Extra Turn” lethal into my face, or the Dr. Boom warrior with 30+ armor on top of their 30 health that I have no chance of even getting a minion to stick on the board to challenge anything), I always seem to come back later or the next day thinking I might do better, and the play session still just goes south – I might get a satisfying streak of a few wins, just to be matched up with a few opponents that seem to get perfect opening hands and perfect draws, none of which I can answer to, and I get crushed effortlessly and it quickly undoes the progress those previous wins gave me.
I really wish I could just turn off this desire to for the Legend card back and go back to the mindset where collecting the monthly card backs was enough to satisfy me, and when playing Hearthstone was more fun & enjoyment than a source of frustration. I mean it’s only a card back; a lot of players I’m sure would argue that there’s probably more fun to be had in the game for me just being able play all of the decks I’ve been able to craft with the sizable collection of cards I’ve acquired and crafted in the past 2 months.
I don’t know what I’m looking for by posting my story here on the forums, but I don’t have anyone to share my frustrations in pursuing this goal with, so I wanted to use this as a way to get some of it out because it’s been pent up for too long. Maybe someone out there has been in the same boat I am before, and either managed to convince themselves to just abandon their Legend pursuit, or found a way to success with it that I certainly have not yet.
Thanks.