Let us share some horror stories of this class. I will start with mine:
For the 11th hour in a row, I open a new Nightmare Dungeon. My Glyphs are all maxed out, my right hand is hurting from spam clicking tornado for 11 hours straight, my eyes are tired. I am nearly 87 and for the last 30 hours of gameplay I have been telling myself the same thing over and over to motivate myself to open yet another Nightmare Dungeon:
The next one will drop tempest roar.
The last 6 hours have been particularly bad. Butchers cleaver, then penitents greaves… another penitents greaves, another butchers cleaver, and finally, an overkill. Not much for 2 full levels. But I have been having a good feeling about level 86. Somehow i believe that the next unique that drops will be Tempest roar, and it will happen on this level.
I am 95% to 87. I open another Nightmare dungeon. Whispering Pines. The next one will drop tempest roar, i repeat to myself.
8 Minutes pass. I am near the dungeons end, and at 98% XP and I see a Unique helmet drop of a normal white fallen.
My heart races. My pupils widen. I can’t believe it. I clear the pack, loot the helmet, and take a deep breath. It takes me 5 more seconds to open the inventory, look inside and read
Vasily’s Prayer.
I stand still for a solid 5 minutes. There are only 14 mobs and the boss remaining, but I can not bring myself to continue right now, as my mind is focused on a single thought:
Nothing I have done so far mattered.
There is no bad luck protection in this game. No trading. No progress towards items. I have every other druid unique. Some up to 5 times. Most neutrals too. And yet, the next 30 hours of gameplay are just as unlikely to drop the build defining item that I need. The build defining item that enables another build defining Aspect, that enables us to use the only ultimate that matters, which gives unstopable and movement speed, which is necessary for endgame content. I am just as likely to grind 3-10 levels higher for the next 30 hours as I have been 30 hours ago. Am I even in the endgame? Or am i still grinding the midgame to enter the endgame? My thoughts circle back to the beginning… again and again. I finish the dungeon. I am missing 12k xp to the level up.
I return to the town to sell my items. I take a deep breath… and I open another Nightmare dungeon. The next one will drop tempest roar.