Coping and mental gymnastics hehe.
I don’t have any coping issues with anything, use it or don’t it doesn’t matter the outcome will be the same either way.
You want to hold your stance as it’s cheating, I don’t that’s just the difference of opinions.
It’s a short thought process to say that it’s classic psychology of someone defending something must also be participating, people like raxx, wudi, northwar all know about thud and have advocated to get thud style mods into the game, does that mean they also must use it since they are aware of what it can do?
You keep mentioning that it’s cheating but there is no proof or consequences for using it, so how does it make it cheating? The stances are suggesting not to use it that’s all.