When I started playing. I wasn’t in the best living situation. Abusive parent also being the parent mostly in charge all the time. A few other personal things were at this time and I talked about those enough. I don’t wanna be a bummer even if I’m currently way happier.
The exact thing that lead me to WoW was also something I talked about before. So that detail ain’t super important. But just being able to pretend to be elsewhere was something that very much saved my life. Not even being dramatic.
This goes for the forums as well. Quite a few years ago someone saw me posting on the forums and basically pulled me to the side in a post to say I was showing signs of borderline personality disorder and that I should consider talking to someone about it. I do wish I could remember this persons name. But thanks bro. Therapy and meds whupped a big chunk of the more toxic parts of that disorder. I still got my bad days but mentally I’m doing way better.
Its all just mushy gushy sentimental stuff for me but its the truth