Bruh, there was like 10 people in the community lounge who came forward LOL
Itās why I ignored the question after she had a VERY PUBLIC meltdown in the SF Lounge everyone saw
And now we can add this thread to her very long list of bad behaviors
There wasnāt 10 people there was Doness, Micah, You and Baal. thatās FOUR people math whiz.
Doness was an ex friend, Micah burned the bridges himself. (he literally self sabotaged his own friendship with me) You have some wierd vendetta against me for being a Sylvanas fan, and I have no idea how Baal got dragged into this and why (but I imagine that was Donessās doing.)
You literally made up several blatant lies about Baal, that he had to come in and correct you on and call out on.
And burning the bridge with you was the best decision I ever made. No regrets. I would do it again.
from my PoV, I had a falling out with ONE friend, ie: Doness. which lead to a group of people targeting me with an insane amount of verbal abuse and harassment over the span of two and a half months, due to petty disagreements, and it doesnāt seem to be ending any time soon.
So yeah, thatās whatās up. Thatās whatās going on from my perspective.
lying about my own perspective? now thatās some gaslighting.
Ren is constantly Alt swapping, and bringing up old drama, so even if some of these people put her on ignore, she would come back with another Alt that would pick a fight.
It seems this is Ren? Didnāt you bring up Baal in a bad light, and he came into the Lounge and posted in order to refute your claims? He called you a snake or a viper or something like that.
Just keeping things honest.
I can talk with anyone about the lore, but this has strayed a bit from Undead Night Elves. Perhaps because that was answered early.
It is also interesting when they go āscrew you guys Iām outā only to post on an alt. Hoping no-one would notice.
I justā¦
Eh. I liked it better when we were all civil with our uncivility. Now it just feels like having a discussion is pointless, because it will inevitably lead to unrelated call-outs, accusations and arguments.
I still love all of you. Even Evian. Even Drahl.
But all this? I do not love this.
Thereās nothing to love about this hun. This is entirely on rensā shoulder. Yet again she causes drama with her unhinged nastiness when itās easier to just stop engaging with me and Aki and other people she hates so much.
But no, she just canāt stop digging her own hole deeper and deeper.
Ironic hypocricy incoming!!! Editorās note; Iām fully aware of every single bit of ironic hypocricy I am about to type. By all means point it out anyway and pretend that itās a gotcha.
Likeā¦ I get all of this. Yāall blame Ren, Ren blames all of you, people lied, people cried, and nobody can move forward because everyone keeps dragging everyone else back. Or whatever.
Iām just tired of the biggest topic of discussion on the World of Warcraft Story Forums being something not even about the World of Warcraft or itās Story. Every third topic has to bring it up. Every day I get to read all about it. Or hear about it, or talk about it.
The biggest reason I ran away last time was that I was tired of the negativity. From others, but especially from myself. And here I am, wallowing in it all over again, either because Iām reading about how my friends are unfriendly to each other in particularly nasty, public ways, or because Iām letting myself engage in that same behavior.
Like, when I did that last time, I was extremely toxic to someone who, in hindsight, Iāve had nothing but very pleasant conversations with and very civil disagreements until I let my own toxicity turn them away. Smallioz, in case I need to name the name. And thankfully, after my break, I got a second shot at having good conversations with this person. Akiyass would kinda also be in that category, but TBH I never felt like those bridges were actually burned down. Maybe they were and I got another shot there too and was just too oblivious to see it. IDK.
And Iām not saying this case is the same as that; itās clearly not. These are obviously very different situations, and nobody will let it go. And thatās perfectly okay, that is your own choice.
But likeā¦ I cannot be a peacemaker in this, even if I want to. And nobodyās asking me to be or suggesting oneās needed. That too is just purely on me.
Uhg. What Iām saying is that Iām disengaging from all this. If you want to talk about each other, thatās fine. I will no longer be engaging in it. And I will be trying, trying TRYING to stop taking part in these drama wildfires myself.
I love you all. Iām not mad at anyone (except myself, obviously).
Hypocritical mocha elf out.
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ā¦ Out of, like, this type of talk tho. Not the forums as a whole. Youāre not like, getting rid of my saucy sassiness that quickly.
Just know that youāre a dear friend of mine. And believe me when I say, I want it to end as much as anyone here. I only want the people who hate me so much to just leave me the hell alone.
Itās frustrating when thatās ALL I WANT
Well, mostly because the World of Warcraft story sucks soā¦ what is there to talk about?
IDK, we found plenty to do during the two years of BfA and a year and a half of Shadowlands. And the two years of WoD too, that story only looks good now because we have the last two to compare it to.
Weāve never gotten bored with beating the same dead story horse before.
EDIT: And like, Iām not saying you guys canāt go ahead and do this. Of course you can. Iām just saying Iām done with it. I think. I hope.
I honestly miss the days of fighting over Sylvanas, instead of constantly dealing withā¦whatever this cesspit is. I wish there was a way to report abusive behavior straight to the Mod team, because flagging posts and putting someoneās 400 alts on ignore clearly isnāt working.
To be honest, even in sl we talked mostly about the same thing as in bfa
Thatās not at all what is happening. I canāt post on Ren any longer because she doesnāt exist.
I am trying to distance myself from these people and this forum, Iāve been gone a whole month but they wonāt let me leave, or move on.
but cool cool Denona, I always knew you were one of them. Coming out of nowhere to disagree with me.
In what way can you not leave? Them messaging you wouldnāt require you to come back.
I donāt want to leave the whole forums despite the obvious attempt to push me out. I have done nothing wrong.
I want to talk about lore, but disgrunted former friends follow me around trying to āoutā me and call attention to me all the time. Discourage others from replying to me, encouraging people on Twitter to join in in harrassment, agreeing with with anyone who disagrees with me in any part of the forum.
I have tried to get away from these people by moving on, using a new alt but they still watch everything Iām doing like Iām a criminal, all because I donāt give them the attention they want.
Yes, this boils down to rejection. I rejected three people who shot thier shot. Now they are mad. Joining in with a couple people who just donāt like how honest I am and how I hold people accountable.
Iām sorry Micah, Doness, Evelyssa. I just donāt like you in that way Iām sorry you misread any signs that I was interested.