To the leader of the M2 ( everbloom) i runned today. I am sorry!

I cant remember your name or server, but if you read this i am sorry. i was speaking with my psychologist earlier and talking about everything going on in my life right now, and ive both began to have Suicidal Ideation and had a very detailed plan on how i would do it. so she came to my home and took me to the hospital to talk to a psychiatrist and recieve some medication. i dont know if youll read this but i thought about it the whole day and i felt bad about ruinning your key.
Sorry.

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Real life comes first. You are more important. Your health is more important. I hope you’re doing okay. :people_hugging:

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yeah im fine. but getting better is a process i think im heading in the right direction. meds + doing things i like and talking to people irl

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good for u op and ty for taking the time to say this at least maybe they’ll see it n understand but its the thought that counts, ur health is important n crap happens. good luck

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It was very kind and thoughtful of you to make your initial post.

I hope you feel better soon. Take care & be well.

It was just a 2, all they lost was a little time. And even if it were a 24, this is clearly as valid a reason one can have for bricking a key.

They’ll live, as needs must you too. So here’s to the more important thing: YOUR health.

Always the first step to recovery is reaching for help. Likewise started on meds around January been a lot happier and not having sudden and severe drops in mood that lead me down that.

Take it easy and just stick with that positive reinforcement. You’re not alone. I wish for much love and joy in your future Ziiza.

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yeah been some rough years now but i have faith im on the right path to recovery and that maybe lead a happy life

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