Her heart crashed against her chest like an animal against a cage when she was seized. Mirium tested the troll’s strength carefully as he hustled her along, leaning this way or that or not planting her feet where he expected, to see how quickly he recovered. It made little difference. He was much too big and too strong for her, and she was already tired from her long ordeal without food or water in Talthan’s…whatever that thing had been.
Stupid, stupid woman. I should have contacted Keelath on the hearthstone first…not just blindly trusted some random Horde mage with a portal…!
She knew well that struggling and kicking up a fuss was only likely to bring more cruelty her way, even if she could have outmatched the troll in a physical altercation. So, instead, Mirium went meekly along with his instructions. After being tossed over the back of the horse, she buried her hands in its thick fur to try and protect them from the biting cold as they moved–where were they going?
There was no telling. She tucked her head against her own shoulder, trying to hide her face against the chill, and against the situation. She imagined herself in her own tiny, safe world: no larger than the fall of her hair and the wooshing breath of the horse’s ribs underneath her. Mirium’s world, where no one tried to hurt or control her anymore. Where she was safe; where she was free.
So it was that she stumbled and nearly fell once she was dumped back on the ground, the shock of the snow on her bare feet disorienting her. She was still, still wearing that awful purple dress of Talthan’s, and she felt a flash of anger at the hateful thing, even as she jumped from foot to foot, trying to warm her bare toes against the back of her knees.
So she was a little bit grateful, though still very wary, when Malcotin brought her indoors to a warm apartment. Without answering him, she crossed quickly over to the bed and wrapped herself in its blankets, as much to hide as to warm herself. She dragged them off the bed entirely, then, wanting to be able to move with them if she had to and not be confined to the furniture.
Terror threatened to overwhelm her. Her safe world had expanded to the confines of the blankets, and she literally had some better breathing room. Deep breaths. Think. Survival first, worry later. Warmth was most important now. And then… As Malcotin turned away, Mirium lifted her head just a smidge from the blankets, searching the room, trying to figure out what could be used for a weapon, and what were her options of escape.
The door to the small apartment was probably guarded. There were no windows. Perhaps if the fire was allowed to die down, she could crawl up the chimney? But what then? If they were in the middle of nowhere, she’d need warm clothing and food and a heading if she didn’t want to freeze or starve to death in a trackless wilderness–oh, Void take this dress!
Her thoughts were interrupted as Malcotin neared her again, offering her a cup of tea. She eyed it muzzily, just barely comprehending what he was saying to her. Her trust for him was hovering around zero after hearing what he had said to the troll, but she was very thirsty. She had refrained from eating or drinking anything while in Talthan’s…headquarters…due the very real fear he had had it drugged. The Horde outpost in Feralas had given her some water and hard tack out of charity, but not nearly enough–she had expected to be able to sate herself once back in Silvermoon.
The last thing she wanted to do was drink Malcotin’s offered tea, but as she looked up and studied his face, it occurred to Mirium he was trying very hard to gain her trust. Perhaps if she feigned granting it, then perhaps he’d let down his guard, and let something slip she could use. She was under no illusion that she could fight him, no more than she could have the troll, but could she outsmart him…?
Not for nothing had she been raised as a bard…
Mirium forced her muscles to relax, giving Malcotin an intentional, agonized look before covering her head in the blankets and letting out several sobs, that she hoped would be convincing. She didn’t actually cry; she couldn’t waste the moisture…
Right, moisture. Mirium needed a drink, and not anything that might be drugged. A tea could easily cover the flavor of something nasty. So she quickly made up a lie–or half of one.
“Please, help me. I’m so thirsty. He hasn’t given me anything to drink for a day! I just want some water–please. Not tea. I can’t–I couldn’t stand tea after what he tried to do. Please!”
If the tea wasn’t drugged, then no harm was done. If it was, this would probably only goad him to find some other way to get the compound into her–oh. She swallowed another sob with that thought. Don’t overdo it. Don’t seem like you’re rebelling. Just be…distraught.
She could pretend at being distressed very, very well at this point. It was practically method acting.