I’m an average to below average player when it comes to PvP. I lack experience, latent skill, and I am older now than I was when I last seriously PvPed - in TBC/wrath/cata era. I am a mostly PvE player now for past 4-5 expansions, having quit the game entirely from MOP to mid legion.
I wanted some vicious saddles so figured BGB or SS would be a good way to get some since my running crew of the past is gone. I work up the nerve, gear up my resto shaman main with bloody token and 639 pvp crafted gear, along with 636 crafted weapons that had versatility on them already. PVP ilvl 637 or so and get to queuing.
In BGB - MMR tuning had me blast through 5 games, put me at 2400 MMR with teams I am not qualified to be playing on, then went on a 9 game losing streak. Queue times seem random between 5 min or up to 20 mins as healer. Can join games and get a “GG we lose, no mistweaver” on entering. Get blamed for being the wrong class. I don’t even know if MW is even that good but I wouldn’t think random member BGs it would matter that much to give up instantly.
In SS - I remember arena attracting certain types of people but holy crap does this bring back memories. The spewing towards either me or the other healer (when teams would shuffle and the rager was still going off on the other guy) was really something. I won two games to start off (6 of 6 rounds) and the game dumped me into the 2200 bracket for some reason. I didn’t even follow along what was going on. I shouldn’t be in that bracket. A random 2 win streak doesn’t mean I am some uber smurf account.
In both, I get the brunt of the in-game attacks and the verbal attacks. My screen is a mess of spell effects all over me, addons going off for visual cues (because I am told I needed these addons to even have a remote chance in hell at winning). I feel like I am fighting the UI of this game more than other players. My mouse and keyboard are essentially slapped out of my hands for seconds at a time waiting for CC to end.
This isn’t worth it. I am not having fun.
I need time in games to experience the modes to learn, improve, and contribute more but I don’t feel like getting blasted verbally by pissants in what is supposed to be a fun game. I’d take criticism of “Your positioning is bad. You should stand by X instead of Y. Follow my attacks, and CC the other”. Instead you get hit with a “ur garbage, KYS”
All this for meager progress on a current season mount I don’t even like and have to get through before I can get a saddle.
I have no suggestions on what to improve. Not asking for changes. I am just venting due to feeling like crap in what is supposed to be entertainment. I’ve a headache and nothing fun to show for it.
To quote JC, “Why should I make myself mad in my own home?”
PS - enjoy your 45 minute SS queue times, pissant ragers. Sorry to those that don’t rage.