Its 2020 and social media runs your life now and you watch CNN and worry about…whatever they tell you to worry about. But I just wanted to remind you what real life looks like and really living looks like…ARE YOU ALIVE???
https://youtu.be/qdlQyNe_9tE
Bro, this hit me hard. I don’t know why but just… I feel like the world just keeps getting worse and worse as every year passes. I know things will get better but man, this past decade has really sucked for me and this year has really sucked for most people.
Sometimes I wish I’d have died back in 09’ when my life was going great. I was in a loving relationship and had a great job, things were just fantastic for the most part.
I think 2020 is just really getting to me. It’s been a long time since I’ve really lived. I feel like I just merely exist these days. I’m tired bro. Simply tired. I think I was 12 when I bought Cliff 'Em All at a little mall in NC while I was visiting my old man.
Just for some reason, brought back a lot of mostly good memories. I feel like I’m on a different planet these days.
I totally understand how you feel…here’s another one for you…its more of where we are now.
https://youtu.be/2BK3vpD2fuA
2020 has been a kick butt year!
Man I feel ya bro and am right there with ya. Maybe it my age (50s) maybe its all the things in life that beat me down, but I am tired at this point as well. I aint trying to live, I am just trying to survive and take care of my disabled son (24). Been out of work for 7 months trying to care for him and trying to find a way to work part time so I can still care for him but make enough to pay for a meager apartment and food.
15 years ago I had 2 houses (1 in FL and 1 in TX), 8 years ago my ex-wife and I made over $130K in a lower income state and yesterday I got a job at the meat counter of my local grocery store for $12 an hour.
2020 hasn’t been that big of an issue for me (or at least I never put it that way) but the last 20 since my first divorce and becoming a single dad have really sucked. ThIngs just keep going downhill.