Hello fellow players. I come to you with a personal game related conundrum that I am hoping you all can help me with. I have had several guilds disappear on me this expansion where I get left virtually alone as is the situation with my current guild.
I’d like to think I am an above average player for my request here. Please check my two logs links below as to validate I ain’t no scrub.
https://www.warcraftlogs.com/character/us/tichondrius/theredguy#bybracket=1
https://www.warcraftlogs.com/character/us/tichondrius/superdandy#
First off I love this game old parts and new. I use it like a massive dissociative sandbox and do not intend to quit and in-fact will dive much deeper in due to life circumstances and I have the time to obsoletely nothing with due to new permanent disability.
I have never been much of a meta slave but I’ve always strived to perform above the average meta zombie. Playing non-meta is seriously hurting my ability to even game accesses to the places I need to achieve personal goals for myself (CE and one season rating of 3k io on any class or role.) The the is I am just an awkward guy. I am an autistic, dude with Tourette’s, and Parkinson’s topped off with a heart of gold a team centered playstyle. I am always finding myself in the two main types of guild.
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A guild with a few good players sometimes stellar who are always CE players on alt p[laying with friends and the rest pathetic chaff where MY DPS is carrying in some cases up to 30%+ of the total boss on damage compared to some people on either on my shaman or my warrior. People eventually stop showing to raids including the good players who already have their CE groups so less low lower playtime for them.
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The second guild is a much easier explanation people just stop logging in and the guild discords crumbles to just a silent dust filled broom closet.
I took a little time to think out of few of the main possible changes in playstyle that I’d really like to hear peoples opinions of what I am laying out.
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Keep at my warrior as I am excelling greatly mostly thanks to Quasii’s videos. My issue here is I ama terrible at finding guilds. I’d really love to CE tank even if on a B team. I just want the effort I put in returned in kind a by the team. I can play arms and fury to a very high level also I am just very rusty and don’t even have bars setup.
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Play Mr. Zippity Zappity elemental shaman as I refuse to play enhanced due to some mental block I have on the style and core design around the rotation. I am not too bad a raid healing shaman but will never make my 3k goal as Elemental or Resto A. due to I just don’t have the community to help push and Ele Shaman that hard and as in straight doo doo mythic + healing. This one actually makes me sad as I LOVE LIGHTNING CLEAVE and hate that Blizzard is getting a class that has so much potential
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Start a new Mage. I have always kind a wanted to main on and go pew pew pew.
Thank you much if you made it this far into my ramblings. I apologies or typos or even misplaced words or phrasing, I am not in a super quality edit mood as I’ve been up for 30 hour, just got told I am getting divorced and it all happen super fast and I haven’t even had time to process it and Parkinson’s hands be a kick’! If there are any glaring feel corrections feel free to tag and correct and I will make main post edits after I finally tr to sleep.
Please. I beg you forums heathens what should I do to save my love for the game and achieve my goals? I hate being a meta follower but want meta like rankings and I just want a team to kill dragons with effort actually applied.
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
TLDR; I need help deciding on what to play and ways to find other players that work and achieve. I love this games I am just having trouble connecting.
GOOD NIGHT ALL! TRAZADONE DO YOUR THING!