Yes, but it’s not meant to be your life. You have one life given to you as a gift, use it well.
Have you tried hanging out with them? Trying to get to know them more? And for friends, try reaching out to some people you’ve lost contact with due to sheer laziness of saying hello once in a while, it’s never too late to reconnect with people you got along well with. You can always start by sending a meme you know they’ll find funny.
It sounds to me like you have too much free time, now you might not exactly like what I have to say but you’ll be better off for it. Branch out your hobbies, fill your day with useful activities, eat healthy, go to the gym and work out by lifting weights / optional cardio.
You come off as someone with too much free time on their hands and just looks to find problems which are so inconsequential and pointless due to their worldy nature.
The human brain will spiral out of control when it’s left with boredom, you need to actively engage your mind and your body otherwise you’ll be stuck in the same cycle (this goes doubly so for Men, but Women also suffer the same). I’d also look at your nutrition and if you’ve got any deficiencies with certain vitamins or minerals as those can have massive effects on your insane amount of overthinking.
Did they have identical stat weights? Did they both do / ignore pylons the same amount? Did they both cleave barrels the same amount? Did they both have an aug buffing them or not? Beyond basic competency in the fight, your skill in your class is irrelevant as the game basically plays itself. 95% of your parse comes from gear / talents. Skill matters SLIGHTLY, but nowhere near as much as it used to.
No, not really. The indie scene is packed full of cheap nostalgia grabs and imitations of games they played when they were younger. Or it’s low effort s***posts.
I read, or used to.
I write.
I do bad art.
I can code, and know how to use Godot and Unity.
I cook.
I research random scientific / medical topics that interest me.
I watch anime.
I watch movies.
I play several instruments.
I write music.
I garden.
I play video games.
I learned, and forgot, three non-English languages.
Like what else can I do? They all get boring or uninteresting for various reasons, or are not something I can do day in day out.
Yep, and they only do that when they’re drunk and I can’t relate to them.
Never had anyone I got along with, so can’t really reconnect with anyone.
Well, I do content that I find challenging. Just like you I tend to get bored when doing easy-mode content. Luckily you’ve got mythic raiding (which I don’t engage in), and m+ (which takes up most of my time).
Well I have a suggestion for you. If you are that good and WoW is that easy for you, then you should contact a guy named Maximilian who works for Team Liquid. Tell him how he is missing your talents.
No question he will throw someone off his RWF team an put you in his place. Other teams will just give up the RWF race knowing you are on Team Liquid. In fact they may even bid for your services.