I have decided to step away from WoW after playing since ICC in Wrath. I am posting this not because I am some huge pillar of the community, I am not. But because I hope it helps others evaluate their priorities.
I started playing WoW in late Wrath back when I was at boarding school. The kids there had a cool game that seemed very interesting to me and so I saved my money and bought myself a copy. Since then I have been a loyal fan, clocking in way more time than was healthy to the game.
WoW gave me a chance to develop leadership skills (raid lead for 25H (back in the day) then as a melee officer in a CE guild.
WoW was one of the first places where my IRL characteristics didn’t matter and I could compete and win at the highest levels the game had to offer. I got nationally ranked in raiding, which though it is just a game, is something that few people ever get. That will always be a personal point of gaming pride for me.
WoW gave me many friends and epic moments of killing bosses with only one person left alive running away with a bubble while the DoTs ticked away to the kill, winning BGs by 2 points, and the feeling of accomplishment from pushing content.
But WoW also took from me. On a personal fault, I am not able to regulate myself well when I find something I love. ADD/ADHD will do that to you. I became hyperfixated on the game every time I played. Even when I stepped away for months, I would always come back and get sucked right back in. It was addictive to me.
I missed countless opportunities IRL to hang out with people and try new things, I didn’t workout, I let stuff pile up in my life like mail and chores, I also found myself with a shorter temper which I don’t have unless I am gaming.
For me, I cannot handle being a gamer. I need to make a clean break. I am turning 30 in 2 weeks, it is time. Nothing lasts forever. I have to gear and level up in real life. WoW will always be a part of my past, but it is time to close this chapter and write the next one. I can’t live the kind of life I want to live and provide for my future family if I am sinking this much time into a video game instead of chasing my goals.
I hope this helps people evaluate what is important to them and maybe gets someone who was in the same position as I was to take a step back.
Take care, Azeroth.
Lok’tar Ogar! Victory or Death! FOR THE HORDE!!