yeaaas
let me see
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Ooh okay! Now that sounds pretty exciting. I hope I get to do it soon.
Thanks for replying. Hands 
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I hope this helps you find the guild your looking for. If you are new to Moongaurd, they have the reputation to be known for being very adult there, past the rated M rating. Avoid Goldshire if you can. Not all guilds there are like that though.
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Look I donāt know if I did something wrong. If I did then I am sorry, If you hate me and wish to act like I donāt exist then just tell me. Iāll disappear from the lounge and you wonāt have to worry about me darkening your life anymore.
Wait what happened
Well boys and girls itās the full moon beaver tonight. It has that name because this is the time they become particularly active building their winter dams in preparation for the cold season. Unfortunately people use to want their little pelts, so it would be prime trap setting season.
I recently have one of those critters close to the outskirts of town. So I been on the hunt. I finally got to see the bugger last night. I had about four warning slaps and at one point he/she was staring me down pretty hard. I could only manage to get one really terrible image with itās beady little eyes looking at me. Iāve never had luck seeing them be active in the day tho. Maybe I can manage to get a nice picture before he stays in the dam all winterā¦
No beaver emojiā¦ 
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Nobody wants that.
We all want you here we donāt know whatās going on, but give him his space and time. Donāt over think it will only increase your anxiety levels. Everything will be fine, continue to post like you usually do. The lounge is open for everyone in the forums.
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I have been responding to you, Iām sorry if it isnāt coming across well right now. Iām not doing well
I have actually been trying to do the opposite
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It was incredibly difficult to write, Iām sorry it took me so long to get back to you on this.
Itās an insightful piece
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Thatās not a beaver ! This ** pulls out youtube video ** This is a beaver. 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obfTF9ZGUf4
Great effort on your part tho.
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Iām sorry, you are good. Along with all my other emotional problems, is a severe case of seasonal depression. So please forgive me if I say depressing things. I love you, and I really want you to live in a world that is green, purple, orange, and silver.
https://www.cardfool.com/cards/assets/Bunny%20Hug%20(Easter)_cover.jpg
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I too am afflicted by this.
Have you tried a SAD light? I initially borrowed one from my therapist and found it incredibly helpful; twenty minutes every morning. It was so effective that my parents bought me one as a gift when I discussed how helpful it was last year.
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Thank you for letting Rainy know.
As my reply was most likely never seen, and I love reading his blog. I have it saved to my computer, phone, and IPad. That way I donāt have to search for it.
No I havenāt but perhaps I should, because these feelings are starting to overwhelm me. But how are you feeling? Today when we were cleaning out my Daughters old desk we found the paw print memorials for Aurora, and Mina, two of my Kitty Angels now waiting at the Rainbow Bridge keeping your Mac company.
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25 or more from Cyndilou, 15 from me, 2 from Izzy, 3 from Elmerbludd or 4? Anyways Mac has a ton of friends now in heaven.
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Floofs your hair to insane levels of floofiness. Actually my dear Floofzie, you have not. When I wrote the post saying that I couldnāt see what you had written in your blog, it wasnāt seen. When I tagged you in the song I did it because it had special meaning to me. Iām always saying things like. (I wish we could lie down next to each other in a field of purple roses. Holding each others hands as the sun sets coloring the sky beautiful shades of orange. Then close our eyes and just forget the world and all of our problems for a little while.) So when I heard the Lyrics while doing laundry this morning, If I lay here. If I just lay here, Would you lie with me and just forget the world., It reminded me of that field of purple roses and how much I want to be their with you. It wasnāt even seen so I guess that hurts a tiny bit.
But in other news Iām kinda addicted to a game called Genshin Impact which I absolutely hate but I cannot stop playing it. I have the crappiest luck with rng, it makes me want to rip the hair out of my head.
Man you guys get a break depression?
Lucky
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Natural light bulbs or even LED lamps can help as well. Getting some form of physical exercise, eating less dense foods and more ālight foodsā such as fresh vegetables, white protiens (pork,.chicken, eggs, and fish) and drinking a LOT of water helps a great deal as well.
It surprises me how little people realize the direct connection between mental health and physical health.
In fact, starting Dec. 27th (the anniversary of my ship date to PI), Iām starting a new, much healthier diet and a physical exercise regimine. Until then, Iām prepping myself physically by doing a LOT of stretching.
Getting set on a regular sleep cycle is important as well. I know, from experience, how bad insomnia can get. I reccomend some soft music (I prefer orchestral classical myself) along with deep breathing exercises can do wonders to slow a racing mind.
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