Why yes , yes it is 
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Happy Mothers Day to all you wonderful parents out there, be it parent to humanoid children, or furry, scaly, feathered babies!!
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Hey,
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have a happys mothers day
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I wish life was easier right now. I feel like I am stuck trying to climb out of a dark well, that everything is my fault and the pain that people feel is caused by me. Every time I try to climb out I just sink in further.
I don’t feel like who I am is a good thing anymore as I feel it just causes more pain for others. Being myself has only gotten me to be utterly alone.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I just feel like I am sinking away into a pit of self hatred and stress and there is no way out.
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Correct me if I’m wrong but I believe you’ve mentioned beginning a transformation and biology has a huge impact on our frame of mind and perceptions. It sounds like you have more than your fair share of difficulties with your mother’s health and living arrangements.
It’s sort of like your Alice GIFs where nothing is a good fit but there is nothing wrong with Alice or you. So many things changing, getting bigger and smaller without much clarity as to why. What is most important to remember is that none of these things are judgements about who you are, they are about a massive amount of transitions going on that will end up in a good place, even if the journey is rather bumpy at times.
Trust yourself and rest assured of our belief in you.
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(Lady Cyndi Lou wanders in.)
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This made me think of why I like Alice and the growing/shrinking stuff. Alice was some that I identified with early on and was the earliest thing that I could look at on screen and I felt like I could be like her. Just trying to make a world of my own, that stuck with me.
And the growing/shrinking stuff has become a part of me that I never would have realized. It isn’t just writing, but an extension for me to talk about how I feel and cope. If I am having a good day I can just chat or joke around that I am 20 or 30 feet tall and hanging around with friends or something. I know it isn’t real but it makes me feel better.
And the opposite is true for when I feel shy or a bit down with shrinking. I know it is a bit weird but it is just me. My size is based on my mood lol.
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How are you doing tonight?
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“Bored, but okay.”
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Well I am not going to let you off without giving me a hug. But you need to pick me up first.
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I just finished a new story rough draft. Now to write the other versions for my Patreon rewards and to entice new supporters. (I have two supporters atm)
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heh laptop had been super slow and cranky for a week or so…
i’d even looked at getting a new one.
last night i fell asleep listening to a podcast, turned it on this morning to find that it had found 137 windows updates.
oops. 
it’s been running windows 7 since new, and has never had any updates
i wonder if it might perform a bit better once they’re all installed? 
i’m hoping that it was just severely bogged down because it was trying to grab all of the updates to install.
if it fixes the issue, then YAY!
if not, then… at least it ruled out another potential issue which could be causing problems.
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I am going to be a bit sad having to start my Draneni over again but at the same time it will be nice to level with actual people. After I got out of Bloodmyst I have had to solo level. I mean it is nice to solo level but at the same time it is weird being forced to do so.
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nobody loves me… i hate myself.
chrisp
/giggle
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I was taught “nobody likes us, everybody hates us, thinks we’re growing worms” as the version I knew, lol. Actually I probably just misheard the lyrics and thought it wrong. No surprise, Chris is wrong as usual.
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“It wouldn’t surprise me, if there are variants out there.”
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I have nothing to talk about that would benefit you to hear, unfortunately. I’m pretty worthless to everybody I guess in most senses.