This is really ruining my enjoyment of the game and I wonder if other holy priests are experiencing this. I’m in a guild that has just started mythic, and was in a prior guild in the same situation - 2/10 and 3/10 mythic respectively just about. I’m the top healer almost always HPS/healing done wise, and I execute mechanics I can honestly say consistently better than the majority of the players in the guild. My parses are usually purple/orange, average about 6.5k HPS I would say. So there is nothing wrong with my performance respective to the guilds. Not trying to toot my own horn just putting into perspective it is in no way a performance issue.
But I feel like in both guilds I have been in, there is this constant underlying pressure for me to play discipline instead. I do not want to play discipline at all and even in this guild I upfront said I had no intention of playing discipline, but all I hear about is how complexity limit echo uses disc priests and how amazing it is… in both guilds we have pugged disc priests that are much higher Ilvl and more experienced than me for our heroic and mythic fights and they all underperform really consistently comparatively and yet every day I still have to hear about how it would be better if I was disc and how disc is so amazing.
Is this just how it is? Does every holy priest have to deal with this? I honestly don’t see the appeal of disc in a raid environment where mechanics failures and attendance are our biggest hurdles. I feel like we are neither consistent enough or cutting edge enough for disc to have the same value it has in higher end play. I know I’m pulling my weight and then some, so it’s just … feels frustrating. I wonder if I have just had bad luck with guilds or if it’s like that for everyone. It feels very monkey see monkey do, that people don’t know what to do besides try to copy high end comps regardless of player skill, which is how we’ve ended up with grey parsing WW monks and fire mages and hunters that eat every mechanic… sigh. Is this just the standard now or am I jaded having just had a bad experience? I feel like if we just filled raid with appropriate ‘ranged’ ‘tanks’ ‘melee’ ‘heals’ that were actually good players and had good uptime and did not eat mechanics, we would progress better, but I feel like I am alone in thinking that.
Help, it’s really driving me away from the game. Tell me I’ve just had a bad experience, lol.