One of the biggest issues I have with Jan-Mak as a character is that it’s incredibly hard to gauge and figure out just what type of person he would be.
Frequently, people see his vulnerable side through write-ups and short stories as I didn’t want to portray an obnoxious 24/7 ironjaw of a General. However, I feel as if some folks now know his vulnerable side too much for it to be believable or genuine that he is a hardened warrior. Perhaps this is another pitfall for how I overthink most things.
I am stuck between Maldraxxus and Revendreth.
Maldraxxus appears to be the covenant where the duty-bound, hardened and focused go. Those who have toed the line of grey morality but have done their best to protect and do what could be argued as right, but aren’t altruistic like Kyria/Bastion.
Revendreth is those who are prideful, those who have seen folly but do not address it for the goals they have in mind; but in the afterlife they wish to atone.
Without making my post 5 pages long and too personal, it’s no secret that a lot of folks have serious qualms with myself and/or my character. Jan-Mak has frequently failed as a commander where it has made sense in the storylines that are set forth, but he himself is not a failure, nor is he stupid, impulsive, or shortsighted. He is a character that puts wisdom over intelligence at inopportune times, and it bites him. It is a definite struggle to have a character that is supposed to be inspiring yet he is not someone that many people would want to follow if they were given a choice.
The “I don’t know what type of person he is” is being solved somewhat with Classic being released, allowing me to creatively explore a younger Tsu’lay that has a somewhat naive idea of being a protector/defender of his people and of the Horde.
Seeing the proverbial tree being planted and finding out just how deep the roots go and why some branches grew to be gnarled. (i.e. why Jan-Mak lied about getting a ‘vision’ from Vol’jin post-Broken Shore to follow Sylvanas just to keep everyone together, why he followed Sylvanas in BfA to keep the Horde going, why he chose inaction over civil war, etc) These are the things he wishes others would understand why, but can ultimately agree with those who hate him for said decisions.
Ultimately, I am likely to choose Revendreth on my hunter Jan-Mak and Maldraxxus on my priest Jan-Mak, since I dual-class him. Revendreth for that vampire aesthetic. But for what he will canonically experience… it’s a tough call. Almost impossible to decide.
Have you ever been unsure about your own character’s decision? Not to be mistaken as: ooOoOO, my character has so much depth that even i don’t understand him, hon hon hon - just a scenario where you really, really aren’t sure? I’m sure I’ll know when the time comes.