I’ve been fluctuating between plat and diamond all season, and I’m just sick of guys cracking jokes about my gold portrait/border. I got it a couple of weeks ago or so. I went through the same **** back in season 8 when I had a silver portrait too.
“Silver portrait hard stuck in plat lul”
“Silver portrait in plat OMEGALUL”
etc.
Now I’m having to hear it all over again because I have a gold portrait, but I’m in plat. The portrait just tells you how much I play the game, more or less. Something tells me that regardless of what rank I was actually at, it wouldn’t matter though. If I was diamond, they’d just give me grief for that and tell me I need to be higher, if I got higher than that, they’d laugh and ask why I wasn’t GM, and so on.
It’s just kind of ridiculous, honestly. The worst part is, a majority of these players calling me out in match chat and going “OMEGALUL” over the color of my portrait… They’re the exact reason why I’m unable to climb any higher. Don’t get me wrong, I win every now and then, and I’ve maintained a positive win ratio on my mains for this season (aside from D.Va being at 45%, but with an overall win percentage of 50%+ in comp), but my SR always takes a hit at some point.
It’s usually something like… I’ll win one or two, then I’ll get a guy like this on my team for one or two matches, who behaves toxic as hell the entire time, then I lose, then he has the nerve to call me out and trash talk even though he basically threw because he was too busy typing or talking **** at me in voice chat. I’m never going to hit GM or anything like that, regardless of how much time I invest into the game though.
It has nothing to do with wanting it enough or anything like that. It’s just that it’s physically impossible for me to do so. I’m going on 33 years old this year, so it probably goes without saying that I’m outmatched by most of my peers in this game when it comes to reflexes, hand-eye coordination, etc. I’ll keep doing my best anyway and hope I can consistently stay in diamond at some point, but that’s probably my limit, given my abilities (or lack thereof).