I’m a tank main. I’ve played more tank in OW and OW2 than any other role. Winston is by far my favorite hero, but I also have a lot of affection for Reinhardt, Wrecking Ball, Sigma and Doomfist. I even play tank for a recreational OW team of friends, where we scrim and play small private fun tournaments against other teams. I’m pretty dedicated to the tank role, but as S10 started, something hit me: I need to play tank WAY less.
I was getting very frustrated. For one, because there are so few tank players, I’m getting put in a very wildly varying lobbies SR wise. So, I’m either in a lobby where my team is relentlessly feeding (no exaggeration, I’m quadrupling their kd) or I’m in a lobby where I’m in over my head and just getting hammered into spawn every single time I poke my head out.
The other reason is, I’m quite a aware how impactful tank is. I’m not one of those people who do not believe tank is unimpactful. I know I can be the one who wins or loses games more often than my individual teammates. The problem is that can be absolutely soul crushing pressure, especially in the face of teammates relentlessly flaming me. (I’ve permanently left all team voice and text. I only join match chat now).
The last reason is, I don’t mind that there are some heroes that my chosen heroes are not great against, but it is immensely frustrating to just not be able to play the game at all and forced onto a different hero, because the enemy team, usually the dps, have chosen a hard counter to my hero. Blizz, you talk a big game about giving people the agency over their play, where is my agency to be able to play my favorite tank heroes?
In short, I’m playing tank a lot less. and I think this is sad for more people than just me. it means my friends on my team are getting a less practiced tank player. it means that I’m one less person in queue for tank and dps and support queue times are longer. but I gotta stop and slow down on the tank queues, because its just driving me insane.
I don’t want to go back to the beta where tank was hunting supports like dead by daylight, but I think there’s a place in the middle where tank isn’t just a piñata. And I urge team 4 to take a hard look at their game and improve this experience, because it is really miserable.