Thank you so much for this. The way you describe the details/scenes honestly makes making something like this worth the effort 
Yep that’s something that occasionally crossed my mind too. Even though I’m still playing in a objectively higher than average tier according to this graph (Competitive Mode Tier Distribution), I sometimes wonder what have could been 
Then again, I know that in my current state i’m a lot slower than i used to be. But hey, you can’t beat biology and to be fair, us oldies can make up for alot with brains and experience (I’m using the term ‘brains’ lightly here considering my ‘being stupid’ chapter 
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