I need to stop playing OW at night. 
I should also quit while I’m ahead. I should remember that next time.
This topic’s a lot less negative than I initially planned. I don’t want to burden you guys with that stuff.
Suffice to say I had a bad night that seemed to start off more promising than it ended. 
My Sistah Spice rage quit today because we had a Zarya so hilariously bad that it gave her a migraine. That was something else entirely. Widowmaker had vision up and Zarya started pushing. I was like, “why are we pushing right as she pops vision” and my Sistah Spice just walked out in the open and got domed. She said it was for the mental reset.
Yeah, we somehow won that game, believe it or not. But you know how Overwatch is sometimes. She just wanted to have some fun and that game was no fun. It also made me understand a bit why people hate Widowmaker sometimes. I knew I COULD go Lucio and just skate all over her booty, but I really wanted to use my pimp Junes skin. I spent $50! You think I want to play inferior speed? No.
Sometimes you just need to take a break from it.
It doesn’t matter if you take a break or not nothing will change when you come back.
When you win 1 game the game then pre-makes 5 losses. It happened to me all night tonight. I win 1 lose 5-10, win 1 lose 5-10 .
And the 1 win I get are from mercy wins because i am on a losing streak.
Fan boys/girls will say “oh you’re the problem then” Sure, when my entire team has 5 kills total and the enemy team has over 40 kills total then I assure you its’s not me.
The funny thing is the decent game I referred to I didn’t even win. I came close but fell behind. It was decent because it was actually fun. The game where I finally came in 4th, my mercy win, felt horrible. No fun.
They were the entire team is the twist
Wicked can’t even blame the team like us 
This season has just been pain. I dont know how the DEVs managed to make MM worse then before but we all should have never doubted them lol. Not many in my friend’s list play this game anymore and if I didnt get the battlepass then I probably wouldnt be playing this season either.