Am I the only one that feels genuinely sad that this is somehow the most common scapegoat in Overwatch, or I am just being overly sensitive?
I know what you are thinking! Oh, ThiccBuddha was throwing the game as Reinhardt and people got rightfully frustrated and wittle baby is crying about it.
I am just feeling pretty depressed to be honest. I actually rage quit out of Mahvel because we won and I had the top score with more SR than I lost from the last two matches because there seems to be a performance bonus.
It does not make sense. I get it. Usually wins where you âcarryâ feel good. I am just really tired of engagement based matchmaking, you know? I am sick of relying on teammates just to do basic things that should be common sense. Perhaps it is wearing on me, or maybe I am just having a psychotic episode.
Nothing feels deserved anymore. I was on my alternative account where I, for whatever demented reason, still have chat enabled. I told myself to disable it because quite frankly I am just not well for this anymore. Some generic brat with a superiority complex projecting about a video game of all things? Like, honestly, what the hell? Why is this normalized behavior?!
I digress, sorry, I will get to the point. I had this game where I was Ball and the entire enemy team wanted their Hazard reported and kept saying tank diff even though I was literally just rolling around doing basically nothing because I do not even want to play Overwatch right now. This was in ranked, by the way. To finish my daily missions, I played another as Hog (so I could heal because I had heal challenges) and the same thing happened. I was purposely trying to feed just to pad my heal stats for a challenge and they are bullying the enemy tank who tried several different characters to help their team. And to finish my last match, I went Doomfist in quickplay and literally just punch cycled the entire game.
For those of you who do not play Doom, that means I was jumping into their team for ultimate charge and rocket punching to safety. Thatâs it. Thatâs all I was doing. And nearly the same thing happened. Nobody was calling for reports because it was quickplay, I guess. Tank diff and âour tank sucksâ were uttered by over half their teammates, again.
Three matches in a row where I am doing virtually nothing. My team is just better. Thatâs all it is. I have heals. I have damage. Thatâs it. People attacked at the obvious targets. People backed away when we were in disadvantage.
Despite this there are creeps on my team trying to get me to join in and harass the other tank or want me to validate their feelings. I have no clue what they want.
I am just really sad. I do not understand why people have to be this way. Itâs mild, of course. But I could tell it bothered most of them in some way, shape, or form. It was just unnecessary and thatâs why I somehow got tank three games in a row even though Hazard launched like yesterday or whatever. Itâs ridiculous.
Not to mention these same cowards believe they are the victims. Truly disgusting. Um, but yeah, I need a new mindset clearly. This ainât working.