Well, I was enjoying this game. I worked my way up from my placements at silver, to Diamond 2, I deranked to Diamond 5, worked my way to Diamond 3, and Deranked to Plat 5, and then back up to Diamond 2, and now im at plat 5 again, and this last part has been insanely annoying and it’s not even remotely fair and there is no way the system isn’t doped to make you lose after what I have been through.
I have literally lost almost 60% of my games for 2 straight days. My teams, are soooo unbelievably outmatched, its absurd they were even match together. I’m talking, I’m a Diamond support, and people on my teams are complaining about how, this is gold get a life this is plat get a life learn to play, etc. My Tanks will literally chase supports across the entire map, no objective play, my teams, they keep dying, and then running back to the fight and fighting 1v5, the people are 1v5 and 4 ppl just died on my team and they use their ults, the teams, they are all complaining about the amount of healing. I haven’t played a game in like 5 days where someone didn’t complain about lack of healing saying the support sucks.
People are BM’ing, insulting, typing, quitting games, ive had 4 losses due to someone dc’ing or decided to leave in the last 2 days. 50% of these games, the other team rolls to the last point where my team has kills in the low single digits and they have like 20 kills a piece on the other team. And when it’s our turn we end up getting spawn camped or unable to make it to the first point.
What I’m wondering is, WHY WHY WHY what is going on why are all the games so low quality. Its literally most of the games. I was in Diamond 2 with a 63% win rate on my main and now im down to 56% and I can’t win games because the other teams, are literally so much better than my teams. The losses I’m facing is like my team is all brand new and learning stuff and the other team is a 5 stack. I can pick a support and counter dps ults etc and it makes no difference, my team will get hooked by Roadhog 150 times a match, headshot 400 times by snipers, while we wait to group, or just run in and get 0 kills and die, my teams are negative K/D ratio at the end, I’ve had like 20 games in the past two days where enemy reapers walk in straight lines and my DPS don’t headshot, its insane we are at Diamond or at least I am, and they are not hitting headshots on someone walking in a straight line not dodging shots. I’ve literally had 1 rein in the past 3 days block a shatter, 1 genji deflect grav, and its so dumb. ITS SO DUMB my teams are like all playing meme stuff and the enemy team is try harding. I have a fricken doomfist torb bastion comp and the enemy team is zarya, genji, sombra, sojourn, Why is this happening. What is happening. Why are the game suddenly horrible and feels completely unfair, the people in my games, are literally saying, this was totally unfair. Its not just me.
I know nobody wants to read this crappy post. But in OW1 I solo que’d Brig, Mercy, Ana, Moria, Baptiste, Monkey, Hanzo, to Diamond. And in OW2 I have peaked as Support as Kiriko at Diamond 2 with a 63% win rate, at the time.
I know how to win games, I literally am so critical of myself its bordering on unhealthy. I’m not blaming players, its skill. Its awareness. Self Preservation. Gamesense. Positioning. The games. are. not. fair. I am facing lopsided teams every other game. Its horrible. I can’t lose 50% of my games because the match maker makes the other team 10x better, and then win a fair amount of games in the fair matches and have a good time. This is fricken miserable. Its horrible, its not fun. And I don’t know what has suddenly changed but whatever it is, it sucks.
And as a side note, the amount of interactions in this game right now that favor dps and tank is absurdly annoying. My sleep dart will make a noise, but it will cancel because, the other thing hits first. My protection suzu will hit the ground and have the effect and sound, but hammer will hit me and it reset CD. Dying with my bap lamp up. Amazing, thats crazy its supposed to stop my death but its up and im dead. My target is dead. So great. My nade damaged the enemy but didn’t heal me? INTERESTING. Why did my BRIG FLAIL FOLLOW GENJI THROUGH MY BODY BEHIND ME? IDK. NO REGS ON KIRIKO ARE REALLY COOL. I LOVE WHEN IT MAKES THE SOUND OF HITTING FLESH BUT DOESN’T DO ANYTHING. how often is this, not much, but its too much, its way too much. I need my stuff to work, its important for things to make sense. This doesn’t make sense. ’
I just don’t even know what to write that’s compelling or interesting or relevant. I wish I could communicate well. I don’t know how to say how frustrating this experience has been. It’s depressing. The thought of joining a game and having a Zarya walk in a straight line up to me with two bubbles while I literally can’t do anything but die makes me want to frisbee my computer out an Airplane hatch. I love Overwatch, I love playing support, but there is a huge problem here, in that, you have to literally be so good right now. It’s so unforgiving, all the DPS headshot, like with 50% of their shots, I don’t understand, I can’t headshot that frequently, honestly, I can’t barely see the head of a target, in fact, most times, I will think to myself, that widow was visible for like .24 seconds, and then when I see the kill cam, she was literally standing there for like an entire second placing a headshot. I feel like I’m being gaslighted by the game. There is no way, I just watched the enemy, be there for like, A FRACTION OF A SECOND, and in the kill cam they are there FOREVER, ITS SUCH A LONG TIME. IT DOENS’T MAKE SENSE. The game isn’t making sense. It’s like I have something wrong with my eyes, or my brain, like everyone can see things 5x faster than me. And my team is, complaining about heals, and i’ve used beat during this genji’s blade like 5 times but my team for some reason hasn’t killed Orisa in the last 50% of the maps time because she’s literally impossible to kill with even 1 support helping her. And I lose this game, and then I get into the next game, and my team has literally, like, I’ve ended games, where I have 2 kills on support, and nobody on my team has a kill. Yes Yes, everyone is negative. The fights last for like 3 straight minutes and my team hasn’t secured a single kill. It’s unreal. If you make a suggestion for like, team play, or grouping up, or combo’ing ults, people look at the stat board and say our heals are garbage, our dps are garbage, its a huge tank diff, and we lose.
Idk why this is happening but it has me wanting to quit this game forever. And just remember OW1, and I mean OW2 seemed fun at first, but I’ve lost faith in the matchmaking system, I just think, theres not enough support players so its putting me in horrible games similar to what happened to tank in OW1. Too inconsistent. It won’t be fixed. I’m just, exhausted from trying to remain positive. GG everyone.