Not sure what season it was, the 1 with cyber demon genji on the title. I’d only just started playing OW2 and widow. I was, of course, terrible at widow, being brand new, but the game was so much fun, and so new to me, I wanted to keep playing, keep trying.
Even after a bad game, I was never discouraged because each new match presented another opportunity to do better. And maybe, just maybe, get PotG.
I’d found my substitute for TF2, only in OW, the sniper had a sexy French accent and a wicked sense of humor. I was hooked. ![]()
I believe widow’s in a better place now than she was then, but she’s not nearly as fun anymore.
Back then, I was new to the game and I was terrible, but I still had more fun than now simply because the game was new. I want more than anything to rediscover that feeling, let me tell you.
Somewhere along the way, I seem to have lost my rose tinted thermal goggles.
I know I’m preaching to the choir when I say the game doesn’t feel new anymore. Impossible for a game nearly a decade old to feel new. I know many of you have known this fact for way longer. I’m just realizing it now, after 3 years (give or take)
Maybe it’s taken that long for my nostalgia to wear off.
In lots of ways OW2 isn’t the same OW2 it was 3 years ago. Some of those changes are good, others bad. (S9 patch, hero bans) In many ways I’ve changed (having less time to play, or spending more time on the forums because it’s more fun)
Playing OW2 3 years ago, I was seeing the game for the first time, like a child with a sense of wonder and awe. I’ve since become a jaded adult.
I may at times surprise myself with a sweet play, may even accidentally awaken some vestige of that sense of wonder. But those old feelings are mostly gone now.
Sorry, I don’t mean to be a downer. I’m not one to begrudge you having a great season, and if you still feel like I felt about this game, hold onto that feeling cuz once it’s gone…
Well, you’ll miss it.