Do not shoot me, shoot my tank instead alright carry on.
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This wasn’t involving a tank, and it’s like the opposite of what you’re talking about, but this somehow brings to mind a moment yesterday where I was fighting a Genji as Freja. My sister was also fighting him as Weaver at the same time, but somehow the Genji did NOT notice the giant angry flower standing directly beside him and just stared at me the entire time. If only everyone were so oblivious 
Also, does this mean you’ve returned to playing already sir? Careful not to push yourself too hard
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Oh hell no not at all, like I can “play” but my consciousness level is to far down, I can barely pay attention, definitely can’t do any of my fancy modes keep going end and out of micro sleeps mid game… No just 100000% no.
I can load up and play the game overwatch with a constant veil and fog hanging over my head.
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My average teammate.
Just kidding. At least it sounds as if you are not in severe pain anymore. That’s progress! Bloom into a beautiful flower, Ayanga.
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lol…i see what you’re doing!
GRRR!
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The loneliness hurt more then the pain, I was in the room with like only my mom right but because I would be constantly twisting and turning she couldn’t sleep, I haven’t been able to do more but get micro sleeps in for like 12+ days whole… So when she did go to sleep I’d just be tossing and turning trying to find any if possible at all hospital bed position to go to sleep in and yeah that didn’t work out.
Imagine being aware of 24hrs for 3 days straight.
Aware of the hrs, the minutes, the seconds.
All with a trach in your throat first a size 6 then a size 4 with doctors coming in and out of the room during all moments of the night with faces you can barely see.
My guy I am legitimately traumatized from that crap.
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I thought you might not be in gaming condition yet, so I just had to ask to be sure. Definitely keep resting up as long as you need to 
I’m so glad the worst part of the ordeal is over for you now, at least. I hope we’ve been able to provide at least a little extra moral support through things. If you don’t mind, I’m sending some internet hugs your way now
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My current status is I can still really only do Micro sleeps because of the way the surgeon has my throat sealed till my next check up hopefully this Wednesday to remove the feeding tube and put me on a puree…
I’m currently setting in my living room an absolute Slobbering mess letting the trach hole heal now that it’s gone with a bandage over it, my face stitched up like Frankenstein.
Aannnd yeah legit haven’t been able to get any long term sleep for like… Imma say 9 days at this point? Went in for the surgery on the 18th it’s the 27th so yeah 9 days.
Waiting till tomorrow to call to set up the next appointment (which they were trying to say come back in a week but I told them 5 cause I ain’t dealing with this stuff past Wednesday.
The feeding tube and this bandage smells like the worse kind of fake “Sweetness” crap I’ve ever smelt and I’m having to sniff it constantly.
I’m randomly coughing every few seconds (Also makes it harder to sleep btw).
Oh and if I do go to sleep something weird happens to where I wake up chocking.
And I can’t swallow without it hurting so that ALSO keeps me up so yeah I usually can’t sleep in the first place.
And like I said my reward for accomplishing is chocking up a storm and being completely disassociated from reality… Rather painfully that last feeling is a dosey to explain.
We just figured out I can put Gatorade and grape juice and etc through my feeding tube because for some reason the doctor kicked us out on the weekend saying they’d mail us the stuff (well they didn’t “Kick us out” but hospital rules they had no legit reason to “Hold is” there anymore and it just so happen to line up with it being weekend times where delivery doesn’t run in Sunday) they did send me home with some at home feeding things (Nutrient 1.5) those started to run out fast cause I was supposed to be taking 1 every hr we need for at home feeding soon, so until literally today I have constantly been on the very urge of starving until today and we finally called the people and yes it is safe to put Boost and even Gatorade down a feeding tube thank god.
Also also also the syringe they gave us keep jamming and keep getting stuck so we had to look all across the world to find one that would fit into the same sockets because of the type of feeding tube I have luckily we did and they work better.
Better by a legit… Like 0.01%
I’m at home waiting for Monday so I can schedule my next appointment to fully finish the surgery get all this crap removed (it has to heal up at certain like angles and stuff first hence why I can’t close my mouth or swallow legit anything without it being severely painful to do so) from my face and even tho I’ll only be able to really “Eat” like purees or really soft foods for a while I’ll be done at least.
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Oh that’s awful. The brain starts to do some very weird and scary things if it gets deprived of sleep for long enough too. That choking thing sounds like something they should probably look into for sure, especially when it’s making it impossible to sleep like that
I really hope you can get all this sorted out as soon as possible, and that you’ll finally be able to get yourself some sleep. And food, of course; just because it’s extra-soft, unless you’re supposed to be keeping it bland or something, doesn’t mean it can’t still be good and appetizing 
Aaaahhhh those doctors had better not be giving you a hard time, for the love of all that’s good in the universe
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Is it time for a #SupportsOnStrikeInOW2 movement! 
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Yes, all red team supports should go on strike
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General idea is to get rid of the biggest threat first; that would be the one shooting at you.
The guy behind the one shooting at you, isn’t hurting you directly, so not perceived as a threat.
But that’s the thing. This Weaver was also cramming thorns into the Genji’s ear the entire time at point-blank range, so it was kind of hilarious
I’ve observed tons of Support players not being able to pay attention and heal their teams. I’m not surprised that Genji would have a hard time managing two targets at once and probably (and wrongly) picked the wrong “lethal” target to kill first.
Damn Ayanga, that sounds truly awful. I cant even imagine what sorts of pain and difficulty you are going thru after your surgery. 
One day at a time friend…one day at a time…
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