Edit: hey all, firstly I’d like to say thanks for everyone that helped out with suggestions and VOD reviews, I do appreciate it even if it amounted to nothing in the end. I continued playing, following advice, even noticed improvements in my own gameplay(being on fire more often, turning around games I initially would have just given up on) but fact is, my SR is still dropping and I’m not having fun. I want to play and I want to rank up. But i’m not actually enjoying it at all. So for that reason, I’m quitting compet.
Please read my entire post before attempting to offer any extremely generic advice. I go into a fair bit of depth and list several of my own self-identified problems throughout.
So here’s a self analysis of all the games currently in my match history following the longest losing streak I’ve had in competitive. I am exclusively playing tank role queue. My rank at 5 AM this morning was in the 1580s and by 8 AM it was down to 1417. So to start, I’d like to give some background on my gameplay and habits in competitive OW:
I use my microphone every game. Callouts, predictions, suggestions, compliments(e.g. “hey dude nice ult there”)
I never attack my team mates derogatorily, through voice or text chat.
I do often suggest alternatives to my team’s composition and play style, as well as explain why I am suggesting these things. (e.g. “x would you mind switching? You are currently being countered by y”, “Could we get an x, I feel it would help with y in fights”)
I never respond negatively to being asked to switch or alter my gameplay if a team mate raises a concern with me. I will sometimes disagree with their suggestion, but I keep it polite(e.g. “I’m sorry but I don’t really feel like x is the issue for our team”)
I often ask my team mates if they would like me to switch or alter my gameplay if I notice we are not getting anywhere.(although it’s very rare I get any input on this tbh)
I am always looking at my hero and how I fit with my team comp as well as how I fare against the enemy team.
I have queued solo for tank role queue in all matches shown in this post.
I have been gold before in 2 different seasons(open queue), primarily playing the off-tank role, as I have mained D.va, Roadhog, and Mccree since beta. This is my first season participating in role queue and is the lowest rank I’ve ever been and I’m having an incredibly hard time ranking up.
Why am I doing this? For a few reasons.
- I’d like some validation that I’ve gotten dealt a sh*t hand here tonight lol.
- I do want to draw some attention to how unfair ranked can be, and how a few unlucky matches peppered into some legitimate losses can really mess up your SR.
- I would like some specifically tailored tips(I’ve read so many guides… please no “just work with your team dude”) on my tanking gameplay(beyond what I mention at the end of this post)
- This doesn’t come from a place of ego, cause I want to improve but I truly feel that my mechanics, awareness, game sense and knowledge are above my current skill ranking(this doesn’t mean I think I’m perfect, please don’t take it this way, I’ll probably never even reach plat, but bronze just doesn’t feel to me like I belong there).
- In this entire season(over 100 matches now), I’ve only been singled out and blamed directly maybe 2-4 times, and I don’t really feel like I’m having a hard time noticing enemy mistakes and punishing them.
Okay, before we get into individual match analysis I’d like to mention how I personally judged what was a “fair” outcome or not. It’s pretty basic… if after reviewing the game I still felt like my contributions to my team, both mechanically and as a function of my team work and communication with my team, were to the point where the loss could not be attributed to my mistakes(or prevented by an improvement on my part beyond what I consider reasonable at my rank(i.e. Expecting diamond level mechanics to climb in silver)). The other factor I considered was if I felt one or more players on my team were consistently performing disproportionately below the other players in the match.
So let’s begin:
Loss M7GCMM - Hanamura
I did not play perfectly, however in this match I truly believe I was playing at or above my rank’s competency level. In the gameplay footage I noticed several occasions where our Lucio was just off by himself for some reason, that is the primary cause I attribute to this loss. There was also the issue of our Torbjorn keeping his turret out of LOS of the entire enemy team during the initial struggle for A’s defense, but honestly after he switched to Reaper I have a lot less qualms and we did fine on the defense of B anyway. I did not personally notice many other egregious gameplay errors in this match from my team mates or myself. I may have gone in a little too hard once or twice on attack without the team with me, but overall, this match did not feel like a fair loss to me.
Loss QKKE0W – Rialto
On defense, I really don’t have much to comment on, I think myself and my team played pretty well here. My only critique of my team mates on this one is that my Orisa was positioning poorly in some cases, but not to a degree where it was a clear cause of the loss. I have a tendency to focus on the point even when it’s not safe to do so, I’m working on it. As for the attack portion of this match, honestly, felt to me, both during the match and based on what I saw upon reviewing, we just got outplayed as a team consistently. I should have switched off Roadhog when it wasn’t working, and I needed to really be more mindful of how often I had orb of discord on me. This match felt like a fair loss to me .
Loss NZGQY7 – Oasis
First 5 seconds into the match the Mei went on voice and said she was throwing because she thought our Ashe was a hacker and wanted to force them to get a loss. I tried to reason that this is not how one deals with a hacker and begged her to just leave the match before threshold and we could all report the hacker without giving 4 innocent players a undeserved loss(upon review, I don’t believe Ashe was even hacking, pretty sure Mei was trying to de-rank without getting reported. I reported her at least 25 times for gameplay sabotage). Was met with silence and obviously we got stomped. I’d say 5v6 but honestly, with Mei feeding ult percent to the enemies, it felt more like a 5v6.5. Nothing else to say. This was a throw away match where a team mate was intentionally losing the game. This match especially did not feel like a fair loss to me .
Win TEEXS4 – Dorado
Don’t have many comments for this one. Again, I didn’t play perfectly but for my skill bracket(border of bronze and silver) I think I did just fine. Our Rein was also wonderful this game, but overall the team was working together, syncing ults, switching when necessary, communicating effectively. This match felt like a fair win to me.
Loss Y4JGEK – Busan
Very torn on this one. I didn’t feel, either during the match or in the review, my team was noticeably disadvantaged. I did notice I was often out of position and I was on D.va when I should have switched to another shield tank to mitigate some of the damage. I think my team’s Mercy was out of position too much and focused on healing the wrong people but honestly nothing major enough to blame the loss on. I would have liked to see our Genji switch off too, I felt he was spinning his tires. Second round it really apart, one of my team mates believed the enemy Junkrat was smurfing, which I disagreed with then, as well as now, after reviewing the gameplay. 3 of my team mates became more engaged in this argument than the game and began throwing insults. This match felt like a fair loss to me , with the caveat that my team was tilted on round 2 due to the arguing, although I think we’d have lost no matter what, just by a lesser margin without the argument.
Loss 4VT7TP – Route 66
I’m having trouble attributing this loss to any one person in particular. I think on attack I was bringing some fairly weak gameplay and there’s no excuse for that, but on defense, and maybe I’m just too bad at Rein to see, I thought I was doing what I could for my team. The clearest issue I saw on our defense was just the lack of clear dps focus. They had a Widow main and she seemed to be able to snipe, alone and unprotected, repeatedly. I had a small gripe with our team’s Reaper and Roadhog not positioning the best as well. But… all in all, this match felt like a fair loss to me.
Draw 7K4M84 – Rialto
Leaver before threshold, not in consideration.
Draw DNBKXM – Volskaya
I don’t have a ton to say about this one. It was a long match, the only real clear issue I can see was our Echo. Consistently over-extended, out of position and focusing the wrong targets. I believe the rest of my team performed pretty adequately. Even after the Echo switched(at my request) I found their gameplay underwhelming considering the other 3 dps in the match. Was only a level 27, so it may have just been a legitimately new player, which is frustrating. This match did not feel like a fair outcome to me.
Loss Z0XBKW – Blizzard World
One word for this match: Reinhardt. The Rein on my team was just not performing his role. Playing back behind healers, only using shield when it protected himself(and sometimes not even then), charging at in opportune times, leaving our healers out in the open… I asked him politely to use his shield more and stick with the rest of the team and he did not respond. Beyond that I offered to play Rein(or another shield tank) and allow him to off-tank since he was playing that style anyway, but there was no response from him. Especially frustrating, I actually felt I was doing better than average here with my D.va and Roadhog gameplay on attack and defense. Rein was unfortunately getting flamed by another one of my team mates during attack and I feel that made him pretty tilted on top of not playing the best. This match did not feel like a fair loss to me.
Loss ZDWYK4 – Lijiang Tower
Honestly I don’t have much to say about this match. The better team won, it wasn’t particularly one-sided from my view. This match felt like a fair loss to me.
With all that out of the way, I don’t want to come out of the gate just blaming everyone else for my losses(although I think I was pretty fair about my own gameplay), so I’m gonna list off some things I noticed about my own gameplay I need to work on, and some things I learned.
I really need to have a better balance of going balls to the wall for the objective and staying grouped with my team.
I need to work on my healer awareness. I saw many fights where my healers were being killed right behind me, specifically by enemies that I absolutely could have dealt with.
My main tank gameplay is pretty weak if my team isn’t 100% supporting me, I noticed some times where I got pretty indecisive with Reinhardt and ended up doing nothing but feeding ult % to the enemies.
On Roadhog, I need to become more conscious of how much damage I am letting enemy dps get on me for free, just because I can heal myself doesn’t mean I need to take a bunch of unnecessary damage.
And finally, some questions for those that are actually willing to try to help me improve:
What’s my most crucial and consistent flaw while tanking?
Do I belong at my rank, or is my gameplay indicative that I belong at a different rank?
What should I do when I feel absolutely positive that one of my team mates is doing more harm than good but they are not receptive to any suggestions?
Who seems to be my weakest tank, mechanically speaking?(note: not looking for someone to quote my win percentages at me as if it’s a perfect indicator of who I am good or bad at, part of this post is to discuss that some losses are not really fair, and it’s a circular argument)
Are there situations based on the gameplay available where I am repeatedly approaching a situation incorrectly and making the same mistake, presumably without being aware?
Tl;dr watch my games, decide if these outcomes were deserved based on how I personally performed mechanically and as a team mate for my skill bracket(border of bronze and silver) and let me know why you feel that way.