It’s supposed to be hectic. Bloody. Chaotic. Not an organized fight like in a battleground. Fighting out in the world, where your life is in constant danger no matter where you are or what you are doing, is what you got when you signed up for a PLAYER VERSUS PLAYER server, which is what distinguishes it from a PLAYER VERSUS ENVIRONMENT sever.
The war is supposed to be bloody, messy, tragic. You’re supposed to get angry and upset dying again and again to your enemy. Just let it motivate you to kill your enemy equally as savagely. Enjoy the moment. Don’t cry. It’s okay. It’ll all be over soon.