Having medical issues is one thing: taking accountability is another. Plenty of people go through tough situations without turning into sexist, racist misogynistic clowns. Own up to your actions instead of using your past as a get-out-of-jail-free card.
Additionally, you’ve been kicked out of every PvP community you’ve touched including BSG and Ruin Gaming most recently. At some point, you’ve gotta wonder if the common denominator isn’t everyone else… but you.