Need help picking 2nd main

hey i just need help picking my second main. i have mained holy pally (paladin in general) since bfa and ever since shadowlands i have wanted a second healer main but over the years i have learned i dont like pro active healers (disc druid monk voker) but i really enjoy reactive (pally holy priest resto sham).my problem is i dont enjoy the sham or priest dps specs especially priest but they are the only 2 other healers i enjoy.

basiccally i just need someone to tell me if im going crazy and should forget about making my second toon a healer since i have tried for legit 5 years and it hasnt worked OR if i should try to make the shaman work even though im not sure it will for me

I’ve just switched from this Holy Paladin to Mistweaver Monk. Highly recommend. I still enjoy both but monk is my favourite now.