Anyone else struggling with Clinical Depression, Anxiety, and trying to raid?

I went through a sort of performance anxiety my first run at a mythic. Once it was over I had to take a breather just to let it all go through my system but after that I was okay.

I don’t raid anymore because it’s kinda hard to be useful on a schedule with chronic pain. Oh god especially a few years ago, I was always super cranky because of it.